Are You Afraid of Musicals?

Chapter 6.4 (1): Messing Up

Dani's pov:

Waking up in Gabby's arms it's just the best sensation ever. She's warm, she's soft, she's safe.

She's home.

At that thought I can't help myself and I lean closer to my sleeping beauty, sliding my hand under her hoodie and hugging her tightly, smiling as I burry my head on her chest.

Cause everything is perfect. The way the sunlight fitters through the window illuminating the room, the way I can hear Gabby's calm breathing, the way I can listen to the sound of her steady heartbeat...

I never thought I could have something like this, I never even imagined thar I could have something like this, and now here I am, as happy as ever, with the most amazing person by my side as I daydream about everything that happened yesterday night.

Cause it was magical. She made me feel like no one ever had, she made me feel safe, taken cared of, loved and much more sensations and feelings that I can't really begin to explain... and she trusted me too.

When I flipped us over she didn't try to regain control, she didn't rushed anything. She trusted me and she let me take care of her, she let me show her how much she meant to me and I took that chance to show her how much I had learned from her.

Before her it was always about doing it to try to relief the stress, make a power move or even to piss some girl off by hooking up with her boyfriend. I never got to experience how it felt to do it with someone that actually cares about you, someone that not only cares about get themselves off... but now I do.

Because Gabby's always putting me first. What I want and what I need are her priorities and when it comes to what we did yesterday, she knows exactly what to do to make me forget about everything else, so I wanted to return the favor and by the way I my name was on her lips the whole time, I think I made a really good job.

I know I'm going to sound stupid, but I can't stop the way my chest swells with pride every time I think about it, cause it was time for me to show Gabby how she makes me feel and I'm so proud of myself for having been able to do so.

At that thought I can't help but smile again, taking my hand out of Gabby's hoodie to caress Swanny's little head with my thumb as he's curled over the blankets on her legs, but instead of melting into my touch like he always does he raises his head to look at me as he moves forward up Gabby's body, which makes me move to pick him up before the pressure of his little paws against Gabby's stomach can wake her.

-Someone's energetic today, huh little buddie?- I whisper as I bring him closer, leaving a little kiss on his head before smiling at him, seeing how he softly meows as he moves between my hands.

That behavior makes me tilt my head to the side and frown, stopping to think for a moment why is he this restless this soon in the morning. He's usually very calmed and cuddly, loving to spend time with us and just curl on our laps or next to us in bed. Sure, when he wants to go out or he's hungry he can be a little menace but...

And there's when it clicks.

Yesterday with all the video stuff and... what happened after, I completely forgot to leave food for him in the kitchen.

-Oh I'm so sorry little one, let's go get you something.- I whisper again, giving him an apologetic look as I carefully get up as I try not to wake Gabby up, she had a really long day yesterday and she deserves all the sleep she can get.

I take my phone from the nightstand and I check the hour, seeing that Gabby's alarm is going to go off in fifteen minutes. Swanny's breakfast gives me an idea, so I go to Gabby's side and I take her phone to delay her alarm ten minutes, giving her one last smile before I make my way out of the bedroom to head to the kitchen with one goal in mind: surprise Gabby with her favorite breakfast.