Confusing // Ethan Dolan

Chapter twenty-six

[ I know Ethan and Grayson are fifteen but in this story they're eighteen and so is the rest, (noah, madison, tyler...) Malena and her friends are seventeen. ]

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Ethan's POV

"What the hell is your problem?" I yell and smoothly push fucking Madison out of my way. I couldn't yet I wouldn't hit a woman, ever. But she's always fucking with me and she just got in my nerves.

She kissed me out of fucking nowhere and she's dating my brother and she knows I'm dating Malena. I didn't know she was so fucked up to do something like that.

I couldn't care less about Madison. I only care about Malena and she's nowhere to be seen, where the fuck is she?

"Ethan! What the fuck where you thinking?" Cameron yells at me. She's clearly drunk.

"I don't fucking know."

I have to me honest with myself first, if I'm looking forward to tell Malena the truth and the truth only.

Madison kissed me, and I realized it was her. And that's the fucked up thing, I didn't pulled back until I realized what I was doing. I didn't do anything about it until someone fucking stoped me.

I don't know what I was thinking. But it wasn't the real part of me who was acting. I was high, okay, I am high.

I may or may not just have lost the best thing that's ever happened to me in a really long time. It kills me to think that maybe she won't be able to forgive me.

"Malena! Open the door!" I try to open the door myself, but it's locked. I know she's in there.

"Go away Ethan," I hear her sobbing, "leave me alone!"

"You know I won't leave until you open the fucking door Malena, please! I need to talk to you!"

"And I don't want to talk to you, nor hear you. So leave!" Fuck.

"If you love me open the door."

She opens the door and puts her hands over her face. This is probably the sadest sight I've ever seen.

"Baby..." I try to make her stop covering her face.

"Don't." She snaps.

"Listen to me... Please."

"Just answer me something. Why? Why did you do that to me? You know how I feel about Madison, you know everything she did to me! You even knew I was in this party. Didn't you care to get caught? Yeah, obviously you didn't."

"No, Malena it's just-" words come out of my mouth without me even saying them. I'm absolutely speechless and don't have any kind of excuse.

"Just what? Am I not enough for you?"

"Are you crazy? You are way more than what I deserve. You are, fuck, you are everything. You're my everything."

"Explain. And no lies."

Where do I begin?

I breath and think what I'm about to say. This a long story and obviously I don't like telling people what happened. But this person right here, this beautiful person, Malena, is more than just a somebody.

"Two years ago I met Madison, and I instantly fell in love with her. I loved her, but I didn't know how ugly her personality was. She didn't showed me that side of her. So, months passed by and I continued loving her. One night we went to a party and we played truth or dare, as usual. I don't know why we keep playing that stupid game but we do."