Confusing // Ethan Dolan

Chapter twelve

Malena's POV

I woke up the next morning with one thing on my mind: that beautiful tall boy with brown pierced eyes.

Suddenly he's the only thing I think about.

I'm going to see him in a few hours. Is it going to be awkward? I don't know. Will he act different now that we're at school? I don't know. Did Madison find out about us? I don't know! So many questions I could go on and on and on. But right now I needed to get ready for school.

I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower. Brush my teeth and hair, and putted on some clothes: shorts and a t-shirt, simplier than that?

I went downstairs to get breakfast; a bowl of cereals and a glass of orange juice. I looked at the time in my phone and it read 6:53AM. Too early. School starts at 7:50AM and the ride from my house to school is about ten minutes so

I decided I should lay on my bed and be on my phone. I got a text.

are u ready? Ethan asked me

what? for school? yeah... why?

bc i'm picking you up, be there in 5

ur cute

ur cuter

"Mom!" I yelled getting out of my bed

"What?" she answered from the kitchen.

I went downstairs and told her a friend was driving me to school.

"Is it ...like ...your boyfriend?" Noah asked, sitting at the breakfast table in the kitchen and eating his waffles sounding like a girl and then laughing to himself.

"Tell me his name! Come on sis!" he kept saying that kind of stuff still sounding like a girl. He's so annoying but in such a funny way.

I saw Ethan's car standing in front of my house.

dear God

"He's here, I need to go, bye love you"

I grabbed two almonds because eating five almonds a day is good for your heart.

I grab my bag and my phone, and before opening the front door I look at myself in the mirror and fix my hair a little bit. I'm feeling confident about myself. I open the doorway and make my way towards his car.

He is inside so I open the door and sat at his side.

"Hi babe," he says.

I smile and kinda blush, "hi Ethan, thank you for giving me a ride, again..."

"You know it's my pleasure," he is looking deep in the road, it kills me.

"You're so attractive," I say out of nowhere. What the heck why did I just said that? I'm so awkward and weird.

I'm sure he's used to girls calling him attractive or saying things like that but still I'm a loser.

He smiles still looking at the road, he looks at me and looks at the road again. "You're the most attractive person I know babe," he says putting his hand on my thigh. Is he trying to literally kill me? I think yes.

"Do you want to skip school and go listen to music all day and watch movies and sleep?" He asks looking at me with eyes of a puppy.

"I don't know if we should..." I answer, there's a part of me that says yes but the other says no.

"Please Malena! It's going to be fun! Like you said yesterday" he pleases "Please please"

I groan "okay... But what if we get in trouble?" I ask concerned.

"Don't worry about it, my cousin works at the school's office and I can talk to him."

This is going to be an interesting day.

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"My parents left yesterday and my siblings are at school so we have the house to ourselves," he says opening the front door and running to the kitchen.

"I'm hungry!" he yells like a 5 year old boy. I just laugh and walk behind him. "Aren't you?" he's grabbing all types of food.

"Nope," I answer.

"Okay, I'm ready let's go upstairs" I follow him again.

"Do you mind if I go take a quick shower?"

"Go ahead," it's kind of awkward though, I'm alone in his room.

I'm contemplating it, and then I remember: the night. The night that I slept here. I saw the bed and all the memories came back into head. I don't even want to mention the mistery guy. But I just did so... yeah

"I'm done," Ethan comes back into the room. Shirtless.

Jesus.

"Uh, yeah so, uh, what do you want to do?" I sound so nervous and stupid I just made a fool of myself.

"I do make you nervous, huh?" he says getting closer to me, making our noses to touch.

I feel his hot breathe and I know he feels mine. My heart is beating so fast, it's about to jump out of my chest.

My legs are shaking but not in a noticeable way. I can't stop looking at his lips, and he can't stop looking at mine.

Just like that he grabs my hips and pulls me closer to him. He's rubbing my back with one hand and with the other he's grabbing my hip.

We're so close to each other, I can't describe it. I feel his naked chest against my skin, his perfect toned abs, what a nice feeling.

And once again I asked myself what is this boy doing to me?

"Just kiss me already," I whisper.

He pushes me against the bed and kisses me for what it seemed forever.

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I woke up at 11:30AM and felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. I guess after that amazing kiss we both feel asleep.

I'm staring at him and smiling, "like what you see baby?" Ethan says with his eyes still closed.

"I love what I see," how could he possibly know I was staring at him if he had his eyes closed?

He gets up from the bed, "that nap was great, even if what happened before that was better," he says as he's rubbing his eyes.

"But, now I really want to listen to a song that reminds me a lot of us."

I'm really intrigued about this song. He grabs his phone and puts on a song I already knew. My favorite band of all times, the neighbourhood.

I wanna be honest
I want to be bad
I want to destroy you
I want to move fast
I want the attention
I want all the cash
I want all the ass
Is it too much to ask?
I want to be faithful
I want to be raw
I want to be ignorant
I want to know all
I want to die someday
I want live long
I want what I ask for
And I need what I want
I'm thinking we should ride
To a place that we don't know
To a place where no one's seen us before
I'm thinking, you and I
Better just go with the flow
Last thing we should do is go slow

"Why does it remind you of us?"

"Because I also think that the last thing we should do is go slow."