Daughter of Mayhem

Time to Ride Out

I was tying up my chucks when the door to the room opened and Jax came into the room. "You want to leave soon," Jax ask me. We had made plans for some the guys and ourselves to make a run out to my house. I actually lived pretty close. When it had came time for me building a house I wanted to be close to home. So I had bought land in the country on the outskirts of town usually avoiding Charming for the past year. I looked at Jax who set down on the bed beside me and I couldn't believe after all these years my heart still leapt into my throat when he got close. "I think I'm almost ready just let me find the shirt Gemma brought me," I say walking towards the bag of stuff. Jax laughs and says,"Well honestly I think you look better without a shirt." I bust out laughing and turn to flip him off. "Keep your dick in your pants Teller," I say throwing my shirt over my head. When I get my head through the shirt I realize Jax has crossed the room to stand beside me. He runs the back of his fingers up the side of my stomach causing chills to go up my body. My stupid body always betraying me keeping it impossible to not show how I actually felt. "You sure about that darling," Jax ask moving closer his lips ever so lightly brushing up against my lips. I licked my lips ripping his button up shirt open exposing his chest then I scratch my nails down his chest tucking my hand into the top of his pants. I pull him to me by his pants so that there wasn't any room between our bodies. Then I stepped up onto my tip toes capturing his lips in mine. God his mouth tastes so good. In the back of my head I was praying he would take me right then and there when my senses came back. I let out a laugh pushing Jax back onto the bed behind him and say,"I'm sure darling. We got business to do I need my own clothes and money." "Your cruel you know that right," Jax ask chuckling. "That wasn't even bad Teller," I say walking out of the room leaving him there to think about what just happened.

I remember now what made me chase her around when we were younger. It's that she actually made me chase her and didn't throw herself at me like everyone else did. I know she had left me on this bed thinking of her naked body and her lips on purpose. She wanted me thinking of her. What was it she use to say when we were younger? That's right it's the chase and the anticipation that keep a man around. You gotta keep him always wanting you. I think my mother most of taught her that one. God knows my mom was training her from beginning to be an old lady. I walked over to my closet retrieved a shirt and threw it over my head real fast and headed out the room. I had to stop thinking of this woman. As I walked up to the bar I see Sarah, Chibs, Tig, Zach, and Joey waiting. As much as I hated to I actually liked Joey he also seemed to mean a lot to Sarah. I guess he was the father of her child then again maybe that's why she cared for me. "You ready Jackie boy," Chibs asked me standing up from his seat. "Let's go," I say walking towards the door. I see Sarah from the corner of my eye running up towards me and that's when I feel her hand reach for mine. I take her hand in mine and lead her towards my bike. I hand her a helmet as I say,"We will lead the way." I climb unto my bike and turn around giving Sarah my hand helping her on the bike. As I turn the bike on and we drive away from the club I feel Sarah snuggle her head onto my back and I can't help but think this feels right.

   As I'm riding on the back of Jax's bike I remember how much I've missed this. I grew up on the back of a bike and had always loved the feeling of the wind in my face. We drive along in silence besides me telling Jax where to go. It doesn't take long for us to pull up to my house and that's when all the memories slam into me.

       I heard the sound of glass breaking before my daughter and son come charging in my room. I rush them into my closet and slide back the wall revealing a secret room. I rush my children in and say," Serenity I need you to stay hidden in here no matter what you hear just stay hidden and protect your brother. Can you do that?" My daughter nods with fear on her face. I kiss them both on the head hurry up and slide the wall back into place and go for my gun on my bedside table.  Before I can reach it I'm thrown across the room sailing through the sliding glass door. The pain makes everything start to go black but I regain my composure long enough to fight them off for a bit. Though then a boot makes contact with my skull and everything goes black. I wake up tied naked face down on my bed. I start to struggle against the rope when I hear a voice say,"Don't worry we may hurt you but at least we won't rape you. Then again that's a nice ass you have I would love to find out what it feels like." I started struggling even harder against the ropes when I felt the blow of something blunt against my ass cheeks then another and another. I bit my lip trying to keep the screams from coming out but it was pointless because they wanted me to scream. They hit me so much I thought I was going pass out from the pain. I felt breath on my ear as I hear the same man say,"This is a message for the Sons receiving it will hurt worse then what you just felt." I feel the cold touch of steel on my back before I feel the cutting of the blade. I let out a scream that didn't end until my voice finally went from screaming so long. That's when the man came up pushing something hot into my side. I smelt the smell of burnt flesh as I tried screaming out but nothing came out I had been screaming to long. Then everything went black.

I grab Jax's arm. I suddenly don't know if I can go in there. "Baby look at me," Jax ask of me while nudging my chin up towards him. I raise my head up and he looks into my eyes saying,"As long as I'm here darling nothing will ever hurt you. I promise you this I won't let anything or anyone hurt you." I nod my head taking the hand Jax offers me. We walk into the house hand in hand and as I open the door the memories don't bombard me like I thought. Instead I think of all the good memories I made with my kids here. I also remember the fam helping me build this house and how many laughs we had. I look at the guys walking around clearing the house when they finally come back and give Jax and myself the clear. "My room it's this way," I say leading Jax towards my room. We walk into my room when I see the bed with its white sheets stained red and that's when it all caught up with me. I walk to my garage to retrieve my axe and I lean it up against the bed. I rip all my blankets , pillows, and sheets up throwing them onto the concrete patio. Then I turn around grab my mattress and start dragging it out the house when Jax stops me and ask,"What are you doing?" I look back at him and say,"Cleansing the filth from my house." I start dragging the bed out of the house when all of a sudden it gets easier. I look back to see that Jax is now helping me. We finally get the mattress and box spring outside when I grab the axe and swing as hard as I can splitting the headboard. I hear the sound of footsteps as Jax is piling the headboard outside. "Christ, Sarah we thought someone was here," Chibs says rubbing his forehead. "Nope just cleaning up," I say leaving the room to go to the garage for gas. I return shoving my way through the guys and out the back door. I hand Jax the gasoline and he starts pouring it all over the bed. I then pull a smoke out of my pack and the matches. I light up the cigarette and throw the matches on top of the bed. We all stand in circles as we watch the bed go up in flames. I then turn to walk to my closet and slide back the wall to go into the hidden room. I flip the light switch and stand up looking around the room. It was really a safe room. I had set up the room to have easy access but also if you pushed the button on the wall a five foot thick steal door slide into place making this room nearly impossible to enter. "Why did you fight them if you had this room," Jax ask me coming up behind me. I walk across the room to a safe before I say,"If you want in a room bad enough you can always find a way and I would rather something happen to me and my children stay safe. There are weak spots in this room. I could fight in here for awhile but ultimately with just me against them I would've went down. Then they would've seen my kids so I did what kept them safe." I start turning the dial on the safe as I hear foot steps behind me. I don't even turn as I see my papa's boots come up beside me. As soon as the safe dial was turned I placed my eye up to the scanner and stood still while it scanned my eyeball. I heard the jingle letting me know it was ready for the next step so I put my hand on the pad. As soon as it was done scanning I heard the locks on the safe move. I pulled the safe door open and I turned at the gasp of the other men. "What," I ask facing them. "That's a lot of worth in that safe," Papa says as he comes forward to inspect the safe. "You have no idea," I tell him as I reach in and pull out bundles of bills till I'm comfortable enough I have enough. "Let's go," I tell the men as I turn around to leave the room. Though not before I hear Tig say,"She isn't small time with that kind of money laying around." I laughed to myself as I thought they had no idea how big time I was.