Daughter of Mayhem

The Truth

I'm sitting on the roof when I hear that familiar creaking of the ladder. I turn around to see who it is and I'm surprised to see its my papa. "Hey Papa," I greet him as he sits down beside me. "Hey girly," he says while pulling me into his arms. Everything seemed ok right then. I felt like that little girl taking comfort in her fathers embrace again. Chibs had been in my life since I was little. He was always in Belfast when my dad was alive and then when my dad passed he took us all to Charming. He had became our father and the lover of my mother. When my mom had passed it rocked me to the core especially given the way she died. Papa took a break from the club that month to be with me. "So what are you thinking," Papa ask dragging me out of my thoughts. I sit straight up and turn to face him when I say," Papa who killed my dad truly and who killed my momma? Juice wants to call the Belfast charter but I can't let him do that yet. The reason I left Charming was cause stuff I found in your closet. One those things was my mom diaries where she states she just knows Belfast had something to do with Dad's death and if she was to ever be murdered she knew they were the reason. So before we pull Belfast into something that they might be the cause of I need you to tell me what to do here Papa. Please I trust you." Papa lights up a cigarette and blows out a cloud of smoke before asking,"Christ Sarah you realize your asking me club business?" "And I'm your daughter," I say pointing my finger at him,"And they were my parents and this is my kids and myself someone is trying kill." Papa sighs before he says,"It wasn't the charter it was the president. He acted alone to work with the Chinese to take your father down. What no one knew till soon before your mothers murder was that he was in love with your mom. That's why he killed your father. When your mother was murdered we knew who did it. I put a bullet through that man's head for what he did." My papa looks away before he does I can see the tears in his eyes. He had really loved my mother which made me wonder why they never told me about it. "Papa why didn't you tell me about you and momma," I ask squeezing his hand. He looks at me letting me see the tears in his eyes and replies,"She was worried cause your brother you know. He didn't take well to your father dying let alone if any man ever came around your mother. We didn't want things to change for him and I. He needed a father figure." I reach over and grab my papa into a hug as he cried in my arms. I had barely seen this man cry in my life when he did I always knew things were bad. It made me feel like maybe this situation was worse then I knew but I couldn't bring myself to ask. Instead I held him in my arms as he cried before long I realized tears were falling from my eyes. I wondered to myself if things would ever get easier.

I stepped out of the bathroom to Sarah prancing around in some boy shorts and a tank top. I laughed and said,"I'm glad to see your sleepwear hasn't changed or the type of panties you wear." She throws her hand over her mouth and fakes a gasp. I smile looking at her and before I know it she throws a pillow at me. She then jumps on the bed laughing and starts throwing pillow after pillow at me. "Now little darling you can't be doing that," I say putting my hands on my hips. I notice Sarah staring up and down me. There is no doubting the lust in her eyes as she bites her lip taking the full sight of me in my towel. "Only one thing about my panties that has changed is that now I have sexy ones too," she says letting out a giggle. "Oh yeah darling, now that's something I think I may need to see," I say as I walk closer to the bed. "Put your cut on and nothing else I'll show you the sexy panties," she says stepping off the bed staring up at me from those thick eyelashes. I lean down brushing her hair away from her ear and whisper," Baby you may want to show me those panties before we get naked." "Or you could just rip these panties off of me now and take me in your cut," she says tracing her finger along the towel,"And then in the morning I'll model you a pair." I didn't need to hear no more I pulled my cut from the chair and my pocket knife. As I walked back to her I slid the cut on as I pushed the towel away. Exposing myself and how much I wanted her. I leaned down and kissed her as I flipped my knife open. I slowly run it up her outer thigh until I reach her panties. I slid the knife cutting the first side before switching the knife to my other hand. I did the other side finally cutting her panties away when she looks up at me and says,"I never stopped loving you Jax." I knew the truth then, neither had I.

I awoke to the sound of the door shutting and the smell of food. I opened my eyes to see Sarah walking across the room with a tray of food sitting it on the dresser. She looked amazing as she wore my SamCro shirt. She turned around and flashed me a smile while saying,"I made breakfast for the kids and then before I knew it I had made breakfast for everyone." "Smells great darling but I'm more concerned on if you have those sexy panties underneath that shirt," I say watching her every move. She slowly slides my SamCro shirt up to reveal black lacy panties. She turns around modeling them for me when she gets to the back I see that the panties cup that cute ass of her's perfectly. She suddenly drops the shirt laughing and saying,"You need to eat so you can contact Belfast." I look at her confused when she picks up on my confusion and says,"I talked to papa and it wasn't so much Belfast but Travis O'Conner." She comes over and sits on the bed next to me. I laughed to myself as I thought of what she always use to say criss cross applesauce. I never knew why she didn't just call it cross legged. "I just don't understand if he is dead then why are people coming into my home," she says as she twirls her fallen strands of hair around her finger," I mean why this mark. He was the one who took steps into murdering my parents but Chibs said he put a bullet in his head." I wrapped my arms around her and looked her in the eyes as I said,"Darling I don't have that answer but we will find out. There is something I need to tell you though that I think you should know before anything goes any farther or anyone else tells you. I just got a divorced a few months ago and the woman is pregnant but we aren't together." She kisses my cheek getting out of bed and says,"Jax my ex a man I use to love sits in the bar right now eating breakfast with our son. That man will always be a part of my life. He is my best friend. I ask you automatically to accept that. Why would you think baby momma drama would faze me?" She laughs leaving me in the room to my food.