Dear reader
I want to pull the trigger
I won't believe it any longer
That I'm part of something bigger
I never thought that the choices I make
Could lead to so many hearts I would break
Never thought to sleep through the regret
Just know that I'm sweating and dying in bed
I'm hating myself
And it won't change even if I want to
Not after everything we've been trough
I will carry you
In my arms, in my thoughts, in my veins
I was lost, I was sad, I was changed
You were never a burden
And no, I can still feel your heart
Just bones, no future
But I promise we won't be apart
We will meet by the stars
Sincerely
Oznek
