Poems by Oznek

Some old drama shit

Now I'm sitting still
Thinking about my past
What was the cause for all this wrath ?

No, we could never be united !
I was wrong, but I didn't ever mind it
Nobody could tear us apart but me
In the end we ended up divided
Ended up depressed, I ended up enlightened
Learned that I will never trust again
Myself in Love, as long i am misguided

And the one who had risen from the ashes
Took all them steps but couldn't find his balance

Keep living in this agony
It has always been a part of me
Why did i found peace in you ?
At least i had the clarity
That we were never ever in love
But in a tragedy

So i had nothing to loose
But everything to gain
And all this missing you, went by in vain
Nothing but booze
That's there to ease my pain
In every heartbeat
Every breath and every second
In my mind there was your name

Seems like it's to late
Because I can't undo it now
I want to apologise
But I don't know how

I doomed myself
And I broke your heart
I'm sorry
That i broke my vow

I was drowning while feeling nothing
I was dying inside every day
And by risking the only thing I have
I saw the light throughout the rain

It's death that gives life its meaning
You can't be weak is what I'm teaching
What's the one thing my soul is seeking
It is and was love all the time
Which let me bleeding

To think that you heart was meant for mine
To think we both were meant to shine
To think that my friends would believe me
When I told them that I am fine
Oh boy
What a lie