I tried it with love
I tried it with pride
I tried it with joy
Dear reader
I have tried it with life
But in vain
I should have tried it with death
Maybe there is the honor
I couldn't get
Oh what have I done !
What have I done ?
What kind of man
Did I become
What a shame !
What a shame !
That there is no person left
That there is no heart to remain
Oh lord
I can't stand it to breathe
I can't stand it to sleep
Behind my back are them wolves
And I am left like a sheep
Oh darling
Yes in the night it hunts me down
It bites me, it stabs me
Oh darling it makes me drown
My Heart rate is rising
Me who I am despising
I want to be put to sleep
Because I'm am tired of trying
I am left by my own
Please don't go
Please don't let me alone
Them voices are getting a grasp of me
I am in pain, I am in fear
I live in a agony
Oh my lord
Please make me feel alright
I'm am crying and weeping
Behind them shadows at night
Please
Please build me a home in paradise
And safe me from those demons
Which pin me down in my hardest times
I trust you and know it will be alright
Sincerely
Your Oznek
