Dear mother
I'm the first born
And the only child
No sister or a brother
I have to cry alone at night
I don't smile
I don't speak
I'm just disturbed
Even as I sleep
Forgive me
For that I never was the son
That could cheer you up
Never was the man
That could show you love
I really tried
Mom I gave my best
But it doesn't matter how hard I try
It's a feeling that I can't get rest
I miss you
And I'll always do
You are the one
That got me through
My hardest times
My saddest day
You're in my thoughts
Even as I pray
I love you
I will never leave your side
It's hard to say it
But mom...
You were right
Always...
Sincerely
Your Son
