Too much to lose

Stay

It must've been a good ten minutes that I kept my lips locked against Jakes. My hands traced light circles over his his muscular chest and his rested over my lower back. I reached the bottom of his stomach and and followed the trail of brown hair down from his belly button. 

"Jake?" I whispered. 

"Mmm" he mumbled in response. 

I gestured down with my eyes to his tightening jeans. 

"Oh god" he groaned "I'm sorry... I didn't… if you don't want-" 

I cut off his mumbling by pressing my lips back onto his and rolling myself on top of him. 

"Okay then" he laughed. My hands slid down again and I unbuttoned his jeans. He pulled them off quickly and threw them at the armchair along with his shirt. His hands made their way from my legs up and under my shirt. He had it over my head in seconds. He began sliding out of his under wear and I copied. When we had both been relieved of our clothing he pulled me back on top. 

I moved my lips away from his and began kissing down his neck. I reached his chest and continued downwards. He moaned slightly. 

"What are you doing?"

"Thanking you properly" I winked. 

I went to work and within seconds I felt his hands through my hair. 

"Jesus" he moaned again. I moved my lips back up to his. He grabbed my hips and rolled us over so he was on top. I wrapped my legs around him and he found his way in. He didn't finish himself off quickly like I first expected. 

"Your turn" he whispered with a chuckle. He began kissing my neck, one of my only weaknesses, and grinding his hips slowly against mine. A low moan escaped from the back of my throat as I found myself on the verge. 

"Jake" I moaned. He picked up on my hint and began thrusting faster. When he came I already had multiple times over. 

"Wow" he said breathlessly, rolling off me and lying panting beside me. 

"Not too bad yourself" I joked. 

A noise from the next room brought us back into the real world. 

"I think Lola's awake" I laughed. 

"I think she's been awake for a while" he laughed back. 

"Oh crap… do you think she heard?" I said but I couldn't help laughing. There was series of clatters from the other side of the door and I could tell that she was getting closer. 

"Is she-" Jake began but he was cut off by the swinging of our adjoining door. 

"Gooooooood morning!" She sang. She stopped when she turned to the bed and saw me, still entwined with Jake. 

"Oh" she said quieter. "Sorry" she whispered backing out if the room. I rolled my eyes and got out of bed when she was gone. I pulled my shirt back over my head and threw Jake his boxers. 

"Breakfast?" I asked pulling on a pair of jeans. 

"Sounds great" He replied. 

"We should probably let her back in" I said quietly, certain she was probably still listening from the other room. 

"One second" he said, climbing out of bed and pulling in his jeans and shirt. I opened the adjoining door and made my way into her room. 

"Lo?" I called. She emerged from the bathroom. 

"Have you already had breakfast?" I asked. She shook her head. "Wanna join us?" 

She followed me obediently back into my room. 

"Jake this is Lola" I said gesturing to her. "My best friend" 

"Hi" she mumbled. "Sorry about…" she fumbled with her hands making gestures to various parts if the room. 

"It's fine" he said softly shooting her one of his signature smiles. 

"Any who, hello Lola I'm Jake" he stood from the chair and walked over to shake her hand. "Skye's boyfriend" he winked at me. I rolled my eyes but I couldn't help laughing and winking back at him. 

We headed down to the large breakfast hall. We had been eating for a few minutes when Lola spoke up.

"I'm going to miss this" she said, more to her food than us. 

"The food?" I laughed. 

"This whole American experience" she smiled back. "It's an awesome country" 

"It is" I agreed. 

"Have you even started packing?" She asked and I felt Jake tense beside me. 

"Three days" she emphasised. 

"I'll get round to it" I promised. 

"I'll be right back" She said before walking off in the direction of the toilets. 

"Three days?" Jake asked desperately when she was gone. 

"I know" I replied. "I wish I could stay" 

"Then why don't you?" He moaned. 

"I can't" I said. "My whole life is back home… or what's left of it anyway" 

"You could have a better life here" he reasoned. 

"Jake-" I tried to cut him off. His lips were against mine in a heartbeat. I could feel the longing in his kiss, like he knew it could be our last. 

"Please" he whispered. "Stay"