this // narry au

93. in the fallout

YO dedication to Emotionsunleashed because she's really fucking lovely and sweet (:

Remember fuckboy? This bitch returns in my authors note at the end of the story and DO I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU

&  8,200+ WORDS OF NARRY AYE TURN UP

you guys had so many title ideas that were hella bomb I was actually struggling to pick one out but I want to stick to the one word theme 100% because I can't have the first book be named This and the second is "Harry the frog princess and Niall the criminal" or something like that

Where the fuck did I even come up with Harry the Frog Princess & Niall the Criminal lmaooooo that came out of nowhere ! I'm dying laughing right now

93 - In The Fallout (Mariana's Trench cause you all know I love them)

They told me Niall's trial would be in four weeks.

They said they they wanted to give me some time to think (basically, they want me to admit more dirt on Niall) and that they want me to stay in the interrogation room or police station as often as possible to collect my thoughts (which means they're still snooping in my apartment).

Niall was still in the hospital, but when I asked Ramsey if he was going to die he replied with that isn't very likely so I'm assuming he won't.

I wonder what Niall's doing right now. Probably contemplating his life. He's in a terrible a position, either die in a hospital chained to your bed or go to jail for decades. Isn't that one hell of a choice to make?

I never really noticed how Ramsey was getting kinder day by day until in the middle of him giving me one of his Niall destroys everything lectures, he offers to take me for breakfast.

I don't want to seem vulnerable but I've been in this damn interrogation room for way to long that I've start to befriend the bugs on the floor (there's a beetle I've named Hilary-- This room is driving me absolutely, borderline insane); so I say yes.

"How are you?" He asks me as we step into his police car.

"Lovely."

"How are you really?"

"My boyfriend's in jail and potentially faked our whole relationship and doesn't love me, my animals are out of reach, I'm probably going to a mental hospital or jail and I've been locked in an interrogation room for what feels like years." I state, "I'm lovely,"

"I don't think it's healthy for someone like you --at your young age with a mental illness as serious as depression-- to be under this much pressure. This'll make the sickness worse."

I sigh, the truth of his kindness being revealed. He just is afraid I'm going to kill myself (like everybody else is, so nothing out of the usual in all honesty).

He drives up to a coffee shop and I ask for a small coffee but Ramsey makes it an x-large against my protest and then we're driving again.

It's silent and peaceful but then one curious thought gets the best of me.

"Why'd you choose to go after Niall?"