this // narry au

111. space & time

A/N: it saddens me when you guys are all like "come back all my authors are leaving" or "I'm worried you're gonna leave" and stuff like don't worry, I'm not leaving you guys. You're my second family and I've come so far with you, you were there for me when I was in a really bad place and so now I want you to know I'm there for you too and if you ever need anything, my inbox is ALWAYS open (I mean I suck at replying but I'll try my best for y'all 😊)

Also I'm always trying my best to message you guys back and reply and stuff because EVEN IF MY AUTHORS NOTES ARE SUPER LONG AND ANNOYING I don't want to be one of those authors who think they're the shit and don't reply to comments and ignore inboxes and stuff like nawww y'all know me. THAT AINT ME. I love talking to you guys and you always make my days better and I don't understand how some people can just be so blatantly rude to their supporters. it's ridiculous and I'll fight them for y'all 😂 I s2g none of you deserve that. If somebody is disrespecting you I will FIGHT THEM FOR YOU GIVE ME A NAME, TIME AND PLACE

(I'm joking I can't fight for shit because I'm super lanky and I'm shit at comebacks which is weird because I'm a writer)

But yeah this is really sentimental and random in your eyes probably cause I'm always super happy but I gotta get real from time to time, hope it doesn't bother anybody lol but I want you to know I'm here 4 u

also I never know which one of you needs this cheering up so here's a daily reminder from me 2 drink yo water, exfoliate, listen to music that makes you happy, be yourself, try to eat something healthy, try to smile, wear clothes you feel confident in, think positive and love yourself. you might think nobody loves you but know I DO.

I love u guyssss ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

K I'LL STOP BEING SENTIMENTAL TO LET YOU KNOW I LITERALLY // LOVE // HARRY POTTER LIKE I WANT TO BE HERMIONE SO BAD LIKE OML

HARRY AND HERMIONE AND RON ARE MY DREAM SQUAD GOALS I NEED A SQUAD LIKE THAT

111 - space & time

As soon as I shut the door behind me, I lean against it and squeeze onto the pole my IV bag is hanging from and try to control my breathing, electricity running in my veins from the way he made me feel.

I give myself several seconds to compose myself, before I inhale and walk it off-- making my way towards the cafeteria.

I get myself a chocolate pudding before sitting at a table for two alone (I look like a complete and utter loser, might I add) and open my pudding.

The fact all this happened just cause I wanted some pudding.

I get about three peaceful bites in before a tray slams onto my table with a single vanilla cupcake. My eyes linger on the cupcake, before my eyes gaze up and meet Niall.

"Why the fuck do you keep coming back to me after I keep telling you to leave me alone?" I snap.

"It's an apology cupcake."

I glance at the cupcake then back at him, "Huh?"

"Remember on the day I kissed you, you were upset with me because I came home drunk and so I gave you an apology cupcake and you forgave me?"

"That was a long time ago."

Niall stares at me with a raised eyebrow and I give in, "Of course I remember."

He smirks, "Well I'm just trying to see if it'll work for a second time so... here." He hands me the cupcake, "I'm sorry."

"How'd you know I like vanilla?"