Just You And Me (A Michael Jackson Story)

Chapter 63: Forgiveness?

Charlotte's Point of View

I just don't know what to do...I've been crying for the last hour, This situation with Michael has got me messed up, and he has been so caring and loving towards me, but, I just can't seem to forgive him for what he did to me...Is like my feelings for him are on hold.

I lay my head on the window, watching the raindrops roll down the window...I just don't know what to do...

"Charlotte?" I hear Michael saying as he knocks on the door "Are you alright?"

"Y-Yes, Michael.." I say as I try to sound normal, so Michael won't notice I'm crying...

"Can I please come in? I really need to talk to you.."

"Umm, I guess.."

The door opens and I find myself crying silently now, thank god Michael hasn't seen my face yet...

"Baby," Michael says as he wraps his arms around me "Talk to me.."

I make Michael's grip, ungrip my waist and I go sit on the bed, covering my face...

"Charlotte..." Michael says as he kneels down in front of me and makes my hands uncover my face "Please, stop crying...I don't like to see you like this..."

"M-Michael, I just don't know what to do...I don't even know what to feel...Ever since we fought because of what happened with Brian, I haven't felt the same, and when I saw you kiss that slut's neck, it makes me sick. I've been crying a lot lately, and my feelings for you are fading away..."

"Charlotte..." Michael says as he takes me in embrace "Please don't say that, I know deep down you still love me as much as I love you...I just need you to tell me something, Do you love me, Charlotte?"

"I don't know if I can say that right now, Michael" I cry out...

I look deeply into Michael's eyes, and I can see thick tears forming in his eyes...

"Charlotte, You and the kids mean the world to me...I know you love me, because a third baby is on the way, a baby we created with our love...I know I've done wrong in the past, and I swear if I could go back in time and fix every mistake I have done, believe me, I would do it...I know I have done wrong, yes, I'm not perfect...And I just want to say how sorry I really am, and this is from deep down in my heart.."

I feel more tears forming in my eyes "Michael, I just can't seem to connect with you anymore like we used to...With all the work you have been doing, you barely have time for me and the kids...What happened to my Michael, to the guy I fell in love with?...That's my damn question..."

"Do you really want to know why I was working so hard?" Michael asks..

I manage to nod and I wipe the tears from my cheeks...

"I was working so much because, I wanted to give you a little something, I was working extra just to get you this.." Michael say as he hands me an envelope...

I open the envelope and find...No, this can't be happening...

"M-Michael," I say as I cover my mouth as tears fill my eyes even more "I can't accept this.."

"Yes you can, baby..Take it, I wanted to give it to you just to show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you..."

He gave me a plane ticket to Moscow, I have always wanted to go to Moscow, but, I haven't gotten the time to buy a plane ticket...

"Michael, I'm such an idiot.." I say as I hug him and wrap my legs around his waist "I'm sorry, I just thought you were working so much because you were tired of me...I love you, I love you so much, and I mean it...This couple of days were hell for me, especially since I couldn't manage to be with you...I swear, I love you...I'm so sorry for how I acted, is just maybe my Mood Swings, but I can't stop crying...Michael, thank you, I've always wanted to go to Moscow, ever since we started dating..But, aren't you going with me?"

"Oh no," Michael chuckles "You will be flying with Lindsay to Moscow, Brian already bought her ticket, I will stay home with the kids, I really want to spend time with them, and you need your time alone with Lindsay, don't worry, you will be home in no time...I just wanted to make something special for you since you have made my life so special.."

"Oh, Michael" I say as I kiss him "I've missed your love so much...I thank god for bringing you in my life and giving me what I have always wanted...I was such an idiot for doubting you, I just didn't know why you were working so much, and I hope you don't get addicted to it though..."

"Heck no," Michael says "I'm not going to get addicted to work, I was just working extra for getting you that flight to Moscow, from now on, I will work like a normal person and spend more time with you and the kids.."

"I'm so happy to hear that, Michael...I am just so happy to have you back, Just know, I'm so sorry for how I acted towards you, and, I forgive every of your mistakes, that's just the past, me and you can have a new future.."

"I'm so happy to hear that coming out of your mouth.." Michael says as he kisses my forehead and touches my belly, how much I missed his touches and kisses..

I feel a heavy pain on my belly..Oww...

I groan in pain and grab my belly "Michael, I think I need to go to the hospital.."

"Oh god, Just calm down, I'll take you there.."

*At The Hospital*

"As you can see here," The doctor says "The baby is fine, but, I know you have been in a lot of stress lately, and it is affecting the baby...I suggest you calm down, and take this Vitamins and everything will be going fine..."

"So," I say "My baby is in danger?" I say worryingly..

"Not at all," The doctor says "It is just that the baby has been affected with all the stress you have been having.."

I sigh of relief "Thank you, Doctor.."

The doctor leaves and I stay on the Hospital bed, thinking...

"Charlotte?" Michael asks "Are you feeling fine?"

"My baby is being affected because of all the stress I've been having, and I created that stress, I almost killed our child, Michael...Our baby might be in danger, and is all my fault!" I say as I cover my face...

"Charlotte," Michael says as he sits beside me on the bed "You heard the doctor, you and the baby are fine and that was all I wanted to hear, Yes, the baby has been in a lot of stress, that's why you gotta take it easily...Your trip to Moscow is in about a week so you got time till you got to go there, plus, the trip to Moscow is just 5 days...Don't worry about the baby, the baby is fine and you are fine and that's all I wanted to hear.." He says as he kisses my forehead...

"You're right, Michael...Our baby is fine, and I'm glad...I wouldn't want nothing bad to happen to my baby in here..." I say as I rub my belly softly, as I feel a little kick..

I smile..

"Why are you smiling so much?" Michael asks..

I feel tears of joy fill my eyes "The baby's kicking.."

"Can I feel?"

I nod and take my hand off my belly, and Michael puts his hand on it..I look at his every move, and I see a tear roll down his cheek, Aww, My Michael.

"Hello, there.." Michael says as he pulls up my shirt "I know I haven't been there for you lately, because, of what's been going on, but I can guarantee you that I'm always going to be here from now on...Whenever you need me, I'll always be there for you...And just know, I love you so much.." Michael says as he kisses my tummy again..

"I love you so much.." I say as I kiss his forehead..

"I love you more, My Pretty Young Thing, I'm just glad I got you back..."