Can I Not?

Worst Two Days...

First two days of school were absolute shit...

Yesterday, the schedule was stupid as hell, since we had our Behavior Assembly first and then our first Guest Speaker of the year (WHO'S HELLA RAD AND YOU SHOULD WATCH A VIDEO ON THE INTERNET SOMEWHERE. I'LL CHECK YOUTUBE ON HERE, BUT HIS NAME IS Tyler Durman.) WATCHING THIS VIDEO I PUT IN PLEASE, IT COVERS A LOT ABOUT DEPRESSION AND TALKING TO OTHERS AND I CRIED DURING IT--

Anyway.

My classes... UHG. I hate my Spanish 2 teacher, he's so fucking dull...
My TA Period is literally my favorite period... because I'm with a hella rad teacher, who I love like a mom, to be honest, plus I love doing teacher work.
My Adv. Algebra 2 class; I GOT THE TEACHER I WANTED AND SHE'S HELLA AWESOME AND I LIKE HER. She was hyper yesterday, it as nice to watch her bounce around.
My Chemistry teacher seems amazing to be honest, she runs a club I signed up for (but never attended), and it's the CSF club (A.K.A. CLUB FOR SMART PEOPLE. :)).
I HAVE DANCE 1 FOR MY PE AND IT'S... BLEHG I HATE IT, BUT I CANT SWITCH OUT. MY MOM IS FORCIN ME TO DO IT. :^(((((
Modern World History... I got an old teacher (as in elderly), and my cousin is in my class... :/
And then English 2... I got an overly sweet teacher... And my same cousin is in my class again! :^/

So... yesterday was hectic...

Today was a normal C day, but long... my ass hurt mainly from yesterday (sitting in the bleachers for 2 hours), as well as my feet (walking home). But then, somehow today I fainted. Out of nowhere, too.

Like, I was laying in bed to cool off and shit, and then I get up. Close my eyes, and a minute passes in darkness until I feel numb and pain pulsing through my body. Open my eyes and I'm on my side, on the ground, hurting in various spots.

My thoughts during this time were hella odd... but yeah...

Now I'm scared because that was the first time I ever fainted/passed out.

Hopefully I can sleep as this new fear haunts me.

Goodnight.