Can I Not?

Restating Focuses [Writing and Art] / November Update

Writing Focuses
Going down from most important to least important;
- Bruises and Tears
- TWPFE (tbh, I need motivation+inspiration to write this)
- Of Shades Of Red

Art Focuses
Going down from most important to least important;
- Andie-Sama's Contest Entry
- Stormlocke's Request
- E's Request
- AR's Request (once given)
- Running November's Request Contest
- RWBY Favorite Characters Rundown

That's pretty much the rundown. School is starting to get crazy with finals week slowly approaching, and soon CASHEEs for me in March.
I've somehow gotten into a real high school friendship with a girl I know, and it seems like I'll be having a little bit of a busy schedule with her now by my side.
CSF has been keeping me somewhat busy with Community Service shit, plus the fact that with Christmas close, I have to start preparing our activities.
I try to work on writing on my spare time, or in between class, but studying for tests/quizzes is what's been occupying the time. :/

But anyway, that's me giving my excuses for no updating.

Don't know if anyone would even care, but I'm doing fine. I'm stressed intensely, and I'm looking forward for my small break on Wednesday, and Thanksgiving break after next week. Knowing Finals for Semester 1 and the CASHEE are coming up just scared me and adds stress, and before you guess–yes, I have a problem with thinking ahead and then stressing over it. I'm trying to not get emotional over it, but just like I did a while ago, I do at times.
I've been trying to control my depression as much as possible by just being somewhat mute and optimistic, but that doesn't always happen as I plan (at least, the mute part). I am an emotional person with a wandering mind, but having a new friend makes me happy (especially since I'm her first best/friend from our school).
I've overall been in thought a lot recently, whether just thinking about S.O., or actually thinking about the future. And I'll bluntly say; going to a wedding after going to another class period for the "college discussion" doesn't help at all. Now I'm thinking about going to Academy of the Art University and maybe becoming an Art Therapist?? I don't really know yet, but... eh... still don't want to go to a real college, I'm trying to see if I can do college all online and such. But who knows, I have to keep thinking over it...

Currently very famished while tired and listening to TØP and stressing over a quiz that's tomorrow morning and homework assignment that I didn't do, so I'll just try to get some sleep since it's now 7 hours until I wake.

Goodnight, hope you enjoyed my small rambling of this.