Can I Not?

Confessions of a Human + Questions Tag (From Juice)

What
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Okie....

Prepare for negativity/self dissing in the first one because I'm fucking insecure.

True of False? I think very lowly of myself.

*sighs* Very true, where do I even start.

Art

Well... I wish my style could be better. Like any artist, I strive for the best. I get jealous over other's art easily, and I find some people's art amazing, even if they hate it. I hate my style because I feel like it's just going to shit. I feel very insecure with what I create, to the point where I can't believe I'm even sharing it with people.

Writing

Oh. I hate my writing. I don't even know how people can even read it. My reading comprehension problem comes in the way, so I can't make a great plot. My writing is so choppy, that I can't believe a lot of you close friends of mine love it. ;-;

Looks

My looks were alway the central point of bullying, so I feel very insecure about how I look. It doesn't help when my family gets on me about my acne, or even how my figure is. It just adds to the self hate I have towards myself. I always brush myself off as the "I honestly don't give a fuck", but I'm really the "I try to act like I don't give a fuck but I honestly do, so please don't look at my gross self".

Personality

My personality is so two splitter and I absolutely hate it. People usually only see about one side of it. People either see my loud/hyper side, my quiet/studious/shy, or a mix of both. I don't exactly like it being like this, or a lot of my flaws that come from it (fears, anxiety, depression, etc.).

Studies

I'm proud but not proud of my self for academics??? I'm a straight A student, and I've been fighting for As and a 4.0 since I was in fourth grade, but I get on myself even when I have a fucking A-???? So I hate myself for doing that and putting stress on me???

Voice

I don't like it. I feel like it's deep and shitty, and I don't like it at all.

Luck

What is luck.

And for this other tag?

Do I like someone?
Well duh.
Does someone like me?
WELL DUH. <3
Middle name?
Lorraine.
Single or Taken?
W3ll dU–taken.
Last song I listened to?
Forest by TØP~
Battery Percentage?
99%
Best Girl Friend?

In real life? @/SabinaLumel, @/kkat825.
Too many to list all online (but I'm sure you know who you are).
Best Guy Friend?
None in real life. Too many online.
Why did I make my account?
I wanted to write stories on my old one. This one was made for fanfictions specifically. But that's changed by now.
Current Lock Screen?
Uh... o///////o someone...
Birthday?
April 2.

I really don't care who does this. XD