Nerves get to me (Jai Brooks)

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Prompt: Hi! I loved your janoskian prompt! Do u think u can do a Jai centric one? About him getting really nervous about something and it makes him sick to his stomach? Brotherly fluff and stuff. Please and thank you❤️❤️

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Jai has always been the sensitive one on the Janoskians, after a he was the one that couldn't bare seeing his siblings being hurt and cried every time he fought with his friends. So it wasn't a surprise to the boys that he was nervous when it came to performing anywhere other then his bedroom, they just didn't expect his reaction to the nerves to be so intense. On the first night of the tour you could see Jai pacing backstage at any given time, he had gotten through the m&g just fine but as show time cane closer his anxiety grew causing him to become more restless.

"Stop pacing Jai" Luke snapped, his short temper finally coming to its end.

"Sorry" I mumbled sitting down on the couch opposite of him next to Beau, deciding to shut up and let Luke finish editing this weeks video in peace.

I took out my phone and scrolled through my Instagram feed aimlessly liking pictures. I finally started looking through my tags creeping on fans. I see picture of the crowd and that's enough to spark the respark the flame of anxiety in my stomach.

"Guys, have you seen the crowd out there yet," Daniel yells, practically bouncing into the room.

"Fuck yes mate" Beau screams standing up and running toward Skip causing Luke to look up from his laptop and take his headphones off setting both aside for later wanting to join the boys conversation.

I watch the boys converse while they walked out of the room to try and get a look at the venue before the show.

Unaware that James was still in the room and judging my body language with a watchful eye I shifted myself until I was laying facedown on the couch with hands placed under my stomach, making it so I could practically feel the anxiety bubbling. I take sharp breaths to try to calm it, not noticing the sudden silence around me. I start to hyperventilate and I let a whine escape my lips, the nerves finally set in.

"Jai, buddy are you okay" I hear James say as he lightly rubbed my back. I looked up slightly and shook my head keeping my eyes clenched. "What's wrong?"

I shook my head again bringing my hands to my head. "Gg-get B-be-" I cry unable to finish as a sob escapes my mouth.

"Do you want Beau" James asks softly.

I nod before bringing my hands back to my stomach and burying my face back into the couch cushions crying harder thinking about the amount of people I'd sing in front of. I find myself gagging in-between sobs.

"Shhhh its okay little brother" Beau whispers running his hand through my hair. I look up to see my big brother kneeling in front of me. "Do you need a cuddle?" He picks me up and places mes me in his lap without waiting for an answer while Luke sits next to us rubbing my back lightly.

"Whats wrong" Luke asks his voice filled with concern.

"Nev-vous" I hiccup trying to hide my face in Beau chest.

"I know baby" Beau whispers to me "but you need to calm down your going to make yourself sick"

As soon as he says the word sick I start to gag again until the gags continue in violent intervals until I finally throw up into my hands not wanting to throw up on my brother. I feel Luke haul me up by my armpits and lead me to the bathroom, I start to calm when I find myself away from the other boys and only with my older brothers.

"Jai do you want me to call mom" Beau asks as Luke sets me on the sink.

"No," I say making sure to slow my breathing, "I'm okay now thank you for calming me down, the nerves get to me sometimes"

"No problem Jai," Beau replies sitting down next to me. "Is there anything you need"

"No, I'm good. I already have you Luke and the boys"

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