Oneshots (most fandoms just ask)

Not Okay. (Sam Pottorff)

In this story I'm making Sam a little younger then he actually is. So he will be 17, everyone else will be the age they were during the tour.

Warnings: Abuse and mentions of rape

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It had been over a year since Sam had his first panic attack in front of the boys. Even though only Kian knew the real reason to why Sam had the episode, Ricky, Jc, Connor, and Trevor all tried to make sure their 'brother' was okay.

The six boys were about to start their tour and had already started shooting the tour documentary. They were supposed to talk about their life prior meeting the boys, and if Sam were to be completely honest it scared the crap out of him especially because he felt as though his childhood was repeating itself. Before Kian came into his life, Sam had a very shitty life because he had no source of happiness, and even though he had several siblings Kian and his parents literally taught him the meaning of love, which is probably why he holds on so tight to Kian and all of the mutual friends they make. Sam was planning on saying some sappy story to the camera, but his mind was soon changed when he saw his dad beat little Levi for the first time.

"Sammy help" Levi screeched before Sam heard a crash, the siblings were at their Dad's house for the week and their dad obviously just got home, early. As Sam got down the stairs the stench of alcohol filled his nostrils making him nervous, it happened a lot, but not at 2 o'clock. When Sam saw Levi anger mixed in with his nerves, his little brother was shaking in a corner, and his dad was quickly advancing on him.

"Dad what are you doing" Sam practically yelled, it was the first time he had seen him physically hurt Levi.

"Giving him what he deserves" Their father smirked, grabbing Levi's wrist and pulling him toward him and hitting him in his stomach. Soon Sam's nerves were nonexistent and all he felt was anger seeing the tears that his dad caused. Sam got in between the two and took a few blows to the face then ribs, he fell to the ground and his dad kicked into his stomach, before deciding that he had punished Sam enough. "You know I only do this because I love and want the best for you" Sam was told by his father. At this point Sam would usually agree, but seeing his dad beat Levi rather then him made something change in him. He nodded, but this time he would make the after result different so his brother could have a real childhood.

Sam packed a bag full of Levi's clothes and carried his little brother to his car, he didn't bother packing any of his own clothes knowing that it would take to much time and that the boys would let him borrow their clothes. He then drove towards the O2L house not knowing where else to go considering his mom and sister were out of state for the week. When he got to the house he grabbed the key that Connor had given him out of his pocket and slid it into the door knob. He was greeted by an excited Wishbone at the door and knelled down petting him to calm the dog down, while being careful not to jossel Levi too much and moved towards the couch so he could sleep.

"Holy shiz," Sam jolted awake, he kept his bruised face to the pillow and brought his finger to his lips signaling for Ricky to be quiet so he wouldn't wake Levi, "What are you doing here? I don't mind, but why didn't you call?"

"Check the group chat" Sam mumbled, pushing the messy hair out of his eyes. He had texted the boys when he stopped to bring Levi to the bathroom, during the drive to the house, saying that he and his dad had a fight and he was sleeping over, of course he had also texted Kian separately telling him that he was ready to tell the boy's for Levi if not himself. Ricky went to hug him and Sam flinched making Ricky frown.

"Are you okay" Ricky asked genuinely concerned for the younger boy, he had often come to the house in the early hours of the day, but had never brought Levi to the house before. He nodded his head and sat up to show that he was okay. "What the fuck?"