You Belong To Me (Kaylor)

18.

The two girls continued to lay on the floor of the treehouse, wrapped in each other's arms. Karlie drew figure eights with her finger, along Taylor's bare skin, as the singer laid resting her head on the models chest.

"What are you thinking about?" Taylor asked as she glanced up at her girlfriend.

"Us," the model replied.

"Well, what about us?"

Sensing a bit of nervousness from Taylor, Karlie gave her a gentle squeeze, wanting to convey that it's nothing bad.

Karlie sat up, forcing Taylor to do the same. She repositioned herself, so that they were facing one another. She took Taylor's legs and wrapped them around her waist. Their faces were now inches away from each other. The model grabbed the singers hands, giving a small kiss on the back of each one. As she continued to hold them, she took a deep breath as she gazed into the crystal blue eyes before her.

"I want you to know that I not only love you, but I'm in love with you. You bring me so much happiness. You're on my mind every second of every day. I want us to start over, wipe the slate clean but not before we share everything of our past with one another."

The singer began to worry at hearing her girlfriends words. She was afraid that dragging up painful memories of past relationships may impact her existing relationship.

"Stop worrying," Karlie said with a chuckle as if she knew what Taylor was thinking.

"I just feel that if we're open about everything that has happened in our life, it'll give us a better understanding of why we react to certain things the way we do."

Still being unsure about this, the blonde girl nodded her head anyway and said ok.

"How many serious relationships have you ever had," the model asked.

"I only had one serious relationship, aside from this one." Taylor squinted her eyes as she answered, hoping not to upset Karlie.

"Taylor, relax. We're just having a conversation." The model offered reassurance, but knew that her girlfriend was still uneasy. "Tell me about that experience."

Taylor took a deep breath as Karlie let go of her hands and began rubbing her thighs, trying to relax the singer.

"Well, I met Dianna three and a half years ago at a party. When I first saw her, I was captivated by her beauty. She stood out to me, in a room of at least one hundred people. I made my way over to her and asked her if she was with anyone. She explained how one of her friends dragged her along, but ended up walking away, leaving her behind. Because I wasn't much of a party person myself, I decided to stay with her and keep her company."

The singer hesitated in continuing, not knowing what was on Karlie's mind. But after feeling a gentle rub from her girlfriend, she knew it was ok and continued.

"We hit it off at the party and exchanged numbers. At the time, we were both living in LA. We spoke or texted daily. She began to consume my life. I knew I was beginning to have more than just friend feelings for her, very early on but I never acted on them because I had never been attracted to a girl before. I was afraid of what my parents would think of me, so I tried to closet that feelings."

"No pun intended,"the model said letting out a little giggle.

"Funny Kloss. Anyway, after a few months went by, I mustered up the courage to bring our relationship to the next level. I knew she looked at me more than a friend anyway, so it only felt natural. We went for a walk one night. It was a secluded trail known well to hikers and since it was nearly dusk, not many people were there. My security team played lookout, giving me the opportunity to have an intimate moment with Dianna. I had pulled her close, into a tight hug and told her that I felt something between us that I wanted to explore and I wanted to know if she felt the same. She told me that she did, as she leaned up to kiss me."