Listen to the songs--
First song: dear John- Taylor swift
Second song: last kiss- Taylor swift
I walked onto stage. The cool air of Nebraska blew my hair back a little. I took a deep breath knowing he was in town. I looked into the crowd. He was here. In the first row. I looked over to the side to see y/f/n. She smiled at me.
"Hey everyone" my manager said into the microphone. "Thanks for coming out and seeing the fab y/n y/l/n" he smiled "well here she is" he said before walking away.
Long were the nights when
My days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps
Praying the floor won't fall through, again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
And go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game
But you changed the rules everyday
Wonderin' which version of you I might get on the phone, tonight
Well I stopped pickin' up and this song is to let you know why
I took a deep breath before continuing.
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone.
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with?
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home, I should've known.
Well maybe it's me
And my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need
To give love then take it away
I looked into the crowd to see Jack standing with Madison and Johnson. I looked around the crowd avoiding eye contact with Jack before breaking into tears.
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said,
"Run as fast as you can."
I saw Jack looking down at the ground while I looked away. I looked back at y/f/n quickly before looking back at the exit sign in the back of the room. Glow sticks and posters laced through out the entire stadium.
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone.
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with?
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home
I remember that night clear. Everyday it ran through my mind. "Your not the right one for me and I don't want to keep stringing you along and make you continue to tell me the 'I love you' when my feeling aren't mutual anymore. I'm sorry" I looked at him before getting out of my car and walking up to the house. I shook the thought out of my mind and continued.
Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young
To be played by your dark, twisted games?
When I loved you so, I should've known.
I looked at Jack again before seeing Madison and then Johnson. All of the fans. Jack had no expression. He seemed happier. I wanted him in my life again. 2 years ago he broke me.
You are an expert at "Sorry"
And keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired lifeless eyes
Cause you've burned them out
I looked back at Jack while I continued singing. I hear people singing along. The music playing in the background while I tightly gripped the microphone pole holding back my tears. All I could focus on was Jack.
But I took your matches
Before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town
