I have been thinking about this a lot and I know it's best. I'm gonna break up with Shawn. It's been hard for me. I never have a complete conversation with him. Whenever we talk it doesn't feel right. When I need someone to talk to he says he's 'busy' or can't 'at the time' it's just hard anymore. I need support he's never there. I understand he's busy and all and I love shawn with all my heart but I can't do it anymore.
I picked my phone up and facetimed Shawn.
"Hello baby girl" he yawned. He had bags under his eyes and they were all red and he had messy hair.
"Hey" I smiled. I took a deep breath.
"Shawn we need to talk" I played with my hands. I felt tears in my eyes but didn't allow them to escape.
"Yeah?" He said. I took a long pause. I did a long unsteady deep breath wiping away my tears. I heard tiny light snoring from my phone. Shawn must have fallen asleep.
"Goodnight I guess" I cried ending the call shoving my face into the pillow balling my eyes out. Soon enough I fell asleep.
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I woke up with puffy cheeks. My phone was going off it was shawn facetiming me.
"Hey baby I'm sorry I fell asleep last night. I've been so busy with the tour and meeting fans and hanging out with the boys it's been hard." He chuckled like it was nothing.
I decided it was now or never "we should break up. I'm sorry Shawn" I cried.
"Baby girl why" he said sad.
"Shawn your never here for me. Your always busy. I always need someone to talk too and get advice from but your never able you talk and when you go it takes you 4 hours to respond a 'how's life y/n' back to me. I just can't do it anymore. I'm sorry. I'll always love you shawn. Forever and always." And with that I ended the call.
I ended up crying all day watching sad movies as Shawn kept texting me. So did the boys. Telling me I should fix shawn. But I couldn't.
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Blahh authors note.
This is just an imagine bc yeah. I've seen this one before on multiple books but it was Matt and they get back together in the end. I decided to change it alittle.
I am updating bullied out of Magcon soon. It's gonna be amazing.
Also if you read my other stories I'm updating them as well.
And I haven't figured out my wattpad😞😢 it's making me sad.
But anyway. My birthday is Wednesday ahh (24th) i think it's then. Idk. It's when ever the 24th is.
Oh yes and ily all very much. Byee
