The Evil Queens Daughter

Chapter 19

I stumbled back.
" Anything else! I will do anything but kill, Zelena, I'm begging you, " I slowly took steps towards my mum, " Zelena! I will get on my knees and beg if I have to! " I yelled. I was one stop away from when she stopped me. Thank god.
" Do it then, get on your knees and beg, " she spat out the word ' beg ' I looked around everyone had there eyes on me. I sighed realising the humility I was about to put myself through. I got down on one knee, then the other and lowered my head.
" I'm begging you, don't make me kill anyone, " I muttered. She kicked me in the face which made my lip bleed. I grunted in pain when she plainly said.
" Look at me and speak clearly, " she was revelling in this, the thought of me begging in front of everyone. I looked up to her and my eyes were filled with hatred.
" I am begging you, don't make me kill anyone, " I said clearly. She smiled and flung me through a window. I groaned as large piece had found itself in my arm, I pulled it out and got up clutching my arm. She unfroze Merlin and he stumbled out.
" Make Summer the dark one, " she ordered, " Or everyone dies! " she snapped.
" Your crazy! " I said disgusted. Merlin got to work and started to separate the darkness from Emma and transferred it into me. Every evil temptation you ever faced, that's what it's like turning into the dark one. Zelena unfroze everyone and I looked to my mum who was standing in shock horror. Zelena grabbed the dagger and smiled contently. I was ready to rip her throat out, to snap her neck, stab her, shoot her and crush her heart right in front of her. I always had a temper, a bad one at that but I never felt like genuinely killing someone. Except Cora in Wonderland.
" And now, " Zelena announced, " For the last part of my happy ending, " her green mist started surrounding us but before we left Storybrooke, I was able to snatch the dagger away from her. When we opened our eyes we were back in the enchanted forest. I began to sprint from everyone. If I was ready to kill Zelena I might kill Mum, Dad, Kai or...oh god no Henry. So I hid myself deep in the forest. I was fairly certain no one would bother me now. Mum was right, when she was Snow she said happy ending don't exist. They didn't, there was just life. I got to work on my solitude. A home under the ground. A place I wouldn't hurt anyone. I began making a sleeping potion but this one was different. This sleeping potion can only be broken when someone from Storybrooke finds me. Time had stopped working here ever since Henry got abducted by Pan. I got a needle and placed the potion on it I lay down in bed and pricked my finger falling into the deep sleep. During the sleep my most hurtful memories came to me.

The moment me and Dad were separated
We had been having an amazing time on deck. There was laughs and smiles as we celebrated another successful loot. The winds started to pick up but no one cared, we just kept going with our celebration, the sea began to get choppy and a drunken sailor had toppled over and there was a sort domino effect and I fell into the freezing water. I came to the surface but the ship was away by now, I could still see it. Hook was ordering everyone to try and throw a rope in to help me in some way but it didn't work. I yelled out his name to no avail. I drifted further away from my home in the sea and washed up on the cold ground of the enchanted forest. I was shivering, cold, wet, hungry and thirsty. There was no harsher feeling than being lost with no one to be there and comfort me. I had always thought I was tough but now looking back on it I was weak. I needed my mum, Belle, Rumple and dad. I needed support and comfort. I need a change and I need to build myself to be impenetrable.

I woke up to the sounds of voices. I looked around and Snow was leaning over me dabbing my head sigh a cloth. I moved away and she stopped. Time to build myself up so a I can't be hurt.
" How long? " I asked in my normal croaky morning voice.
" Two years, " she gave me a tight hug and I shoved her off. She looked really surprised at me and I got up but sat right back down when dizziness over took me.
" I feel like crap, " I said rubbing my neck.
" Have you been sleeping this whole time? " I nodded. She took me out of the hole and I saw everyone crowded around it.
" What? " I snapped at them and everyone looked at me, I'm not the same Summer anymore, I don't need comfort or the support of other. Mum came racing to the front and wrapped me in a hug. I wriggled free
" What's wrong? " she asked her eyes started pouring tears. My heart broke but I showed no emotion.
" I had some reflection while I slept, " I told her, " I always thought I was strong but taking a look back I was weak because I needed to be comforted and supported. Not anymore, " I smirked. Mum looked at me in surprise. She stood back and cleared our throat.
" Let's go home, " she said and we set off on horseback. I wanted to hug her and everyone else but that would just be another thing for Zelena to pray on. She would hurt them and me. Everything I ever did for them, get ready to die for them. I would do it again in a heart beat, but Zelena knew that and a I can't let her get the best of me. Anger is my friend and my strength and I accepted it with open arms. I saw Kai again and he rode over to me with a girl clinging onto him.
" Summer, I'd like you to meet my betrothed, Ellen, " he gestured to the woman who had already began to annoy me by how captivated she was with Kai.