Down For You

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Cassie

Chris....

Chres...
Chris....

Chris?

Back and forth, back and forth. I shouldn't have to choose between the two, because the simple fact that im with Chresanto. But after last night with Chris, old feelings submerged and I can't keep him out of my head. I didn't even realize August was calling me until he started yelling.

"Cassie!" he yelled for the thirtieth time. I looked up at him. "We're here." he said. I looked out my window to see my hotel. "Oh right, thank you." I said grabbing my stuff and getting out the car. "Goodbye August." I said closing the door. He raised the window down,

"See you around ma."

"Bye." I said walking away.

"See you around." He replied pulling off.

I skipped through the doors realizing I didn't have on my shoes, everyone in the lobby was staring at me, because I was in my 'the morning after' phase. I hurried to the elevators and jabbed the button in. The doors opened and I stepped inside pushing my floor number.
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"Peace and quiet." I mumbled plopping on my bed. I pull off my pants and underwear, being only left in this big t-shirt. Chris' t-shirt. I slipped under the covers and drifted to sleep.
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I woke up feeling refreshed, I sat up and turned on the television. TMZ was on so I decided to watch that, I grabbed the hotel phone from the end table and dialed room service. I was hungry as hell, "Room service how may I help you?" the receptionist answered. "Yes I'd like to order breakfast, could I have French toast, eggs, grits, and bacon." I said examining my nails. "Sure your total will be 30.27." She said before ending the call. I hung up the phone and sighed. There was no way I would be able to go back to California facing Chres knowing I had sex with Chris.

I couldn't stay here knowing I had sex with my bestfriend and on top of that it was unprotected. I sighed and contemplated on my thoughts until my phone rang.

It was Chres, I took a deep breath. before answering.

Cassie: Hello?

Chres: Cassie?

Cassie: yes?

Chres: I sorry, I miss you and I know I messed up. I just want you to know I didn't do nothing with that girl, I swear. I was just scared to lose you......I love you Cassie.

I didn't know Chres felt that way about me. Which made me feel even worse, the guilt was really sinking in. I wipped my teary eyes and cleared my throat.

Cassie: I forgive you.

Chres: .......Do you love me?

Do I really love Chresanto?

Cassie: yes, I love you.

I heard him breath a sigh of relief.

Chres: I don't mean to hurt your feelings it's just times like this where I need you to be there for me, I need your help.

I felt so bad......

Chres: And I love you so much and when you get back I'm going to show you how much I love you. Okay?

Cassie: Okay.

Chres:Okay I gotta go.

Cassie:Bye