love, ella [l.h]

february 14, 2013

dear luke,

today could not possibly be more depressing. it's basically the day of love and shit, and it just reminds me so much more of everything. i don't think i will ever accept your death like you wanted me to. if i ever killed myself while you were alive, do you really think that you would "accept" it?this soon. no. you fucking wouldn't. i can't believe you're gone and my whole body feels numb, and it's been a month.

i miss you so damn much,

love, ella