love, ella [l.h]

november 30, 2013

dear luke,

liz talked to me and she asked how my life is going. i told her about calum (and by the way luc-ass, he is officially my boyfriend now), and she was so excited, but i could tell that she tried not to mention you. she wants me to go up and see her, so i'm going to see her your dad next weekend. she wants to meet calum but i don't think i should bring him up yet. you were their son, and you were my boyfriend. i don't know if they can handle that yet. maybe in the future but not right now. actually, i don't even know what i'm gonna do. if i was honest, it's been 9 months and they're happy for me so i don't see a problem anymore? maybe? i don't know and i'm highkey confused. sorry if this letter is bipolar, my mind is going all over the place.

love, ella