dear luke,
so i realized that i didn't have a way to contact calum, so i was going out more often this past week to see if i could find him. i pretty much gave up hope, i mean, it's f.ucking new york, how would i find him? i probably sound creepy right now, searching for him. but i really wanna see him again. we met in a book store, (he works there.) i asked him where a certain series of books were, and turns out he loves the series. so we talked for maybe 10 minutes, then he had to go back to work.
yesterday, eventually gave up and went back to the same store to see if i could talk to him some more. well, i saw him and we exchanged numbers. he said ,"its nice to have a friend, being new and all," which basically means we are friends.
i finally have a friend luke, i know how pathetic that sounds, but i finally have one and i won't be lonely all the time. i'm glad i have someone to hang out with. my hand hurts. i love you.
love, ella
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love, ella [l.h]
Fanficin which an empty, hopeless girl writes letters to the dead love of her life