love, ella [l.h]

august 23, 2013

dear luke,

so i hung out worth calum today, we just went to some fast food place and ate. it was pretty fun, we didn't really do anything big, just sat, talked and told stories. he's pretty fun, you would've liked him i think. i found out that he likes almost all the same bands as you.

luke i miss you. i miss you so so much every single day. its been 8 months since i've seen your face and i miss the sound of your voice. i miss your bad jokes and the way you get so in to every movie you watch. how you treated me, all of the things we did, how i felt when i was with you. i've accepted your death and don't cry everyday anymore, but dammit i miss you. i wish you were here with me and i wish i could wrap my arms around your tall, large body, and never let go of you. i swear i'll never let you go. if you came back from wherever you are right now, i would never let you go. i'm so sorry i didn't see how broken you were.

i love you so so damn much luke hemmings

love, ella