love, ella [l.h]

june 27, 2013

A/N: BY THE WAY, I know that in the book its 2013, but Luke is still modern luke in this book. He's not fetus luke. He's the same luke he is now. Modern luke.
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dear luke,

so i'm done with highschool. this past month i've been packing up my things and hanging out with your parents. i'm leaving for nyu in about a week. i'll keep writing letters, i promise. i doubt i'll ever stop.

i need you luke. it's been almost 6 months. i'm not bawling my eyes out in my room 24/7 anymore, but there has only been a couple of days since you left, that i didn't cry at all. sometimes it'll only be a few tears but i do cry a lot. i bet if you knew how badly your decision would hurt me, and your family, then i don't think you would of done it. well, i hope you wouldn't have.

sorry this letter is short, i don't really know what else to say. you're the first person i think of in the morning, the last person i think before i go to sleep. i love you so much, and obviously, i miss you.

love, ella