love, ella [l.h]

november 20, 2013

dear luke,

OK BIG NEWS..
me and calum were sitting on the couch just watching movies and telling jokes and then, he started to lean a bit then stopped. he then asked, "c-can i kiss you?" and then i nodded and then we kissed and, i didn't feel guilty and it was amazing. he told me that he really really liked me and was wondering if i felt the same. he said he didn't want to pressure me because of what happened with you, but i told him that i honestly felt the same way. i like him. he asked me if i wanted to go out tomorrow, and obviously i said yes.

although i'm really excited, i haven't done anything like this is a little less than a year, so i'm also terrified. i'm wishing for the best.

love, ella