Lost without you × Newt × A Maze Runner fanfiction

Chapter 28

I was in a living room. It was light inside, the windows were scattered. I was sitting on a sofa, a man about the age of 40 was sitting next to me. Two other men in white uniforms were standing in front of us, a women with blond hair standing next to them.
I was 7 years old, I knew it for some reason.

I held the man's hand, and began to talk. 'I promise I'll be a good girl, daddy.'
The man, my father, slowly nodded while a tear diggled down his face. Then he smiled at me. 'I'm sure you will, sweetheart. Just be brave, and do what these kind people ask from you. You'll be save... For a while. Long enough to help them do something really special... I'm... So proud of you.'
He squeezed my hand and gave me a kiss on my forehead. 'Thanks daddy.' I answered.

'Alright, we have to go.' The women said, and held out her hand. 'I thank you so much for doing this. It's the right thing to do.'

I hugged my father and took the women's hand. The images faded away.

Now I was in a white room, filled with boy's. I only saw one other girl. Theresa. I sat down on a sofa, like I was trying to relax. It was all so loud.
A boy with blond hair walked over at me and sat down next to me. I looked at him.
'Hey.' I said.
'Hey, pretty buzzy in here, don't you think?'
I smiled. 'Yeah.'
'My name's... Newt.' He held out his hand.
'I'm Rosalie.' I said, while I shook it.
'Nice to meet you, Rosalie. What were you thinking about?'
'Yeah, you too. About... My dad.' I looked around me, and quickly added 'And about how great it is to meet other kids, finally... I thought I would go crazy in that room of mine...'
Newt chuckled. 'Yeah, me too. Tell me about your dad.' He glanced at me sideways, with a serious look on his face.
'He... Didn't caught the Flare for a while, but two weeks or so before the WICKED people showed up he started... Acting... Well, different. Sometimes he wasn't in control of himself...' I said.
'I'm so sorry to hear that.' Newt said, with a soft voice, and took my hand. 'What about your mam?'
'She... Was a crank. My twin sister was, too. They both died, I think. My dad and I ran away from them, to another village... Because, well... I think they wanted to kill us... I was so afraid of them.' I answered, felt my eyes fill themself with tears. I looked up to the ceiling, trying not to cry. 'What about your family?'
'I... Well, I didn't have brothers or sisters... And, my mom and dad both died soon after each other.' I looked at Newt's face and saw he was cring. 'I'm so sorry. You were alone for a long time?' I asked, and squeezed the boys hand gently.
'For a year or so, so... Yeah.' Newt answered.

Newt and the room full of people faded away.

'I... Can't. I can't. I'm sorry.' I was in a grey room, sitting behind a desk, next to Newt. I had some sort of device in my hand. I think he was about 11 years old.
'Yes, you can, Rose. Just believe in yourself.'
'Okay...' I glanced at Newt sideways, and he bowed towards me, ging me a kiss on my lips.
'Just focus.' He said.
I tried something, but it didn't work. I trew the thing out of my hands, I was so frustrated. I stood up and walked towards the wall, and pressed my head against it. I hit the wall with my fist, a sting pain went trough my body.
'Rose, calm down.' A warm hand on my shoulder.
'I can't!'
I tried to breathe, but I couldn't. I turned around, burrying my face behind my hands. I felt like I was gonna die, I was sobbing, breathing too fast...
'Rosalie, chill, you are having a panic attack.'

'Rose, just listen to my voice.'
I collapsed to the ground, my body heavily shaking.
'Rosalie..?' Newt immediatly kneeled down on the ground.
'Rosalie!'
I think I passed out, the world faded away once again.