Gerards p.o.v
"Why do I have to be so stupid?" I complain to myself as I lay on my bed.
"Yeah you are stupid." I hear mikey say from my door.
"I thought you were at work?" I ask him as i sit up he's still in his uniform
"I was then there's this thing. I get to the end of my shift." He says. I look at the clock. 12:30.
"I told you no more closing on school days."
" Last time I checked we need all the money we can get.." He says in a deadpan tone.
"So I'm taking it you still hate me?"
"Yes. Yes I do."
"Why?"
"Gerard you know why! You stick your dick in anything that moves!"
"For your information I'm still a fucking virgin. You ass hole!" I yell back.
"Yeah right. You want to get with everything that moves! You just love sticking your dick up some guys ass!"
"At least I don't take it in the ass!" I feel a sharp pain in my cheek and the quick sound filling the quiet room.
"Oh my god Gerard I'm.so sorry!" Mikey says as he looks at me with fear in his eyes.
"Away."
"Gera-"
"Now! Go away mikey!" I yell before I slam my door. I hear him retreat upstairs and I sit on my bed. Looking at my drafting table. Get up and lush it. Causing everything to fall. Some things breaking and ripping.
Why do I have to be so stupid why do I have to act on impulse. Why do I always fuck up that's why mom and dad left. That's why they left us here.
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I've finally calmed down. I open my door and I hear loud crying coming from upstairs. Frank went home around eight. It's currently three am. I look in the mirror in the hallway I have a red mark on my face. I sigh and go upstairs. The crying coming from my parents old room. I look in animals lying on their bed curled in a ball on the side my mom.would sleep on.
"I-i-im s-s-sorry." He sobs to no one in particular.
"Mikey?" I ask. Be sits up wiping his eyes.
"Oh hey Gerard." He say in a hoarse voice
"Mikey why are you in here?" I ask walking In farther.
"I um I just......"
"You miss them?" I ask be nods. I sit on the bed next to him. "I know. And I'm so sorry they put you though this mikes." I say before pulling him.into a hug and he cries into my chest. If I ever see my parents again I'm gonna kill them.
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Okay if you read my last chapter it didn't make sense. Go re read it it will make more sense now.
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Secrets.
FanfictionGerard way the big bad boy at school frank the lonely boy. they've been going to school together for years only Gerard never knew. until one fearful day when Frank almost bleeds out because if the voices in his head. what will happen after a Terrib...
