Secrets.

37.Gerard

I'm sitting at the front steps. Waiting for Brendan. Lindsey or doctor.b told me that it might help to go back into routine. So apparently Brendan picked me up every day after school and we hung out for three hours till I had to go home.

"Frank?" I hear someone asks I look up from my phone to see a red haired guy the same on in my photo.

"Hi." I say as he sits down.

"Him Gerard " he says holding out his hand

"I'm frank." I tell him.

" I know." He laughs. His laugh is so cute. I smile wider. "Mikey told me your forget five years worth of memories.?"

"Mikey. Who are you to him?" I ask. I've been talking to mikey for the last week.

"I'm his brother don't tell anyone though." He says.

"Why?" I ask.

"I'm not eighteen yet." He says. I give him a questioning look. I hear a car honk. I look up to see bredans car.

"Oh well I should go." I say standing. Up he does too. But he pulls me into a hug.

"You may never remeber but I'm sorry." He says.

"Frank come on." Brendan says.

"If ut worth anything I forgive you." I tell him. He just smiles at me.

"Thank you." He says under his breath. I get in bredans car.

" I don't want you talking to him anymore." Brendan says not looking at me but focusing on the road

'Why?" I ask.

" I don't like him."

"Well I'm sorry Brendan but I'm a big boy I can handle my self." I tell him.

"Oh I know you can." He says with a smirk. I blush a bright red.

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"Frank can I try something." He asks as we sit on my bed.

"Sure " I say not looking up from my music therapy work. I feel his lips on the back on my neck. "What are you doing!" I ask.

"Trying something now shush." He says I feel his hand go under my shirt. I don't know why but I give into his touch. He kisses up my neck.

"Bren-" I'm cut off my a wave if pleasure going though my body.

"Remember I told you we used to fool around. I know your sweet spot." He says into my earn I got the sudden urge to kiss him. To turned around and crashes my lips into his.

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"Did I really just do that?" I ask as I lay on my back next to him with only a sheet covering my lower body. He kisses me.

"Yes it did. I'm surprised you let it happen."

" I dunno what cane over me. I just."

"Hm frank. No. We can't do thid." Brendan says getting off me. I try to pull him back down in my drunken state.

"Please." I beg grabbing his crotch

"No your drunk. We can't your not thinking steifhtn" he tried to reason. I get up pulling my shirt back on leaving the party.

I can't help but feel guilty like I've betrayed someone.

"You don't regret it do you?" He asks.

"No." I tell him

"I loved it." I tell him.

"Round two?" He asks I smile and nod. Before kissing him