Secrets.

24.I wish this was all a dream.

Gerard p.o.v

Great the night I Said I'd go to a party. I hate them. I'd rather be at home drawing or invested in a good book. But no here I am getting ready for a party. Ugh. My phone goes off.

Jacobi: I'm almost to your house. In like five.

I shake my head putting my phone down he's texting abducted driving he doesn't even have his g-2 yet.I put my phone in my pocket and my wallet. I head upstairs grabbing my denim jacket from the hook.

"Are you leaving now?" I hear mikey ask from the stairs. I turn to him. He's dressed in a pair of rather short shorts and a sweater.

"Yeah. But I'll be back before you know it. If you need me I'll have my phone. It's fully charged." I tell him.

"Okay. I just- be careful? I don't want you to do something stupid and I lose you too." He says looking at me but not making eye contact.

"Your not gonna lose me okay? Make sure you lock all the doors and windows. And don't answer the door unless it's me."

"Okay." He says as I hear a honk. I pull him into a hug. And kiss his forehead.

"You can stay up if you want. I love you."

"I love you too." He says. I open the door and leave. I hear the click and though the window I see him locking things and pulling the blinds closed. I approach Jacobi's car. I get in. The passenger seat.

"You excited?" He asks. I put on my act.

"Hell ya." I say as he pulls out of the drive way.

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I'm at the party and I haven't drank once I'm waiting for 1 am to hit. Tats when I'm leaving. Quite a fee girls threw themselves at me. Which I kindly refused. I feel my phone vibrate.

"Hello," I answer making my way through the crowd. I go outside.

"Gerard." Mikey says a bit panicked.

"What's wrong?" I ask sitting on the porch.

"Frank's Here. Do I tell him to leave."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to bother you mikey." I hear frank cry in the back.

"No. It's 12:44 in the morning. He can stay I'll be home soon." I tell mikey. Getting up and starting to walk home. I know it's a bad choice in jersey but I need to get home. "What happened?" I ask.

"I don't know. He came knocking and he was crying. Telling me that they're getting too loud again." Fuck. The voices in his head. I promised him I'd silence them.

"Put him on the phone." I tell mikey.

"H-hello?" He asks.

"Hey Frankie. How are you?"

"They're so loud. So loud. I can't. I can't handle it. They just started screaming at me and each other. Get told me to hurt myself. She Said no. He started yelling. And get screeched back. Its hurts." He cries to me.

"Frankie I'm almost there. Talk to mikey. Okay?"

"Okay." He says I hang up as I finish the walk. I'm in our neighbourhood Now. I pick up my pace... turning into a full run till I get to the house. I hear heartbreaking sobs coming from inside. I brace myself for what I'm gonna walk into. I unlock the Door and walk in. Mikeys back is facing the hallway. He's hold a balled up frank who's crying and mumbling something. I close the door. Mikey glances at me.

"Shh sh it's okay. Frankie Gerards here now." He says frank calms down a bit. But as I walk closer his sleeves are covered in something. I can't tell what its too dark.

"He s-s-said h-h-he'd m-make th-them quite." I hear frank say. I kneel beside them.

"I'm gonna try." I say pushing Sonera hair out of his face.

"Gee I don't know what to do?" Mikey says.

"Go get a rag and soak it in cold water. Wring it out then bring it to me." I say telling him to do what mom would always do. He puts frank in my arms before getting up. I pick frank up and sit on the couch. "Sh Frankie. It's okay are you hot?" He nods. I UNzip his sweater and take it off if him he relaxes a bit. "It's gonna be okay." I tell him in my best soothing voice. He keeps saying sorry over and over again. Mikey comes back and hands me three rag. I take it and dap Frank's forehead. He just stops moving. He stops talking. I look at him. He's passed out.

"Can I put him in your room?" I ask.

"Yeah." Mikey says. I pick him up and I take him up to Mikeys room.

"I'm gonna go down stairs."

"Okay." I start walking down stairs. Seeing frank like that didn't hurt as much as him bleeding out but that was still heart breaking.

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836 Words. Sorry it's short. I just needed an update for this story.

If anyone notices any spelling errors tell me.