Again I saw a YouTube destiel video and this song by Adam lambert was the background music and it was great.
I had to leave him. I had no other choice. Lies, lies, all of it was my fault! Sammy being possessed by Gadreel, Cas still not having his grace. There was nothing that was no my fault and I was alone. Again.
No words could describe my pain for what happened to Sam. How I felt on the cold rainy night. When I left him, left Cas... I never thought I'd be able to feel so much pain and not be in hell. But damn was this close. As I drive I feel another sense of loss. Cas is with Sam, helping him, being by his side and not mine like he has been for so long.
I never thought I could feel like this for someone who wasn't family. I realize that I love him. He's got a major stick up his ass, but he disobeyed, went to hell and back for me. I wish he were with me, I wish I could tell him how I felt. But as I drive along this lonely road, the sunset only reminds me of time running on. And so will I.
I'll keep running. Running from my past, my mistakes, my pain, even my brother, but what I'm really running from... Is my heart
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FanfictionTHANK YOU SO MUCH to mikeyandashton for making me this beautiful cover! Go check out her ace profile and follow her! Now, this is gonna have a lot of supernatural Ficlets (lots of destiel) and some random others like Johnlock or Phan fiction. Mainly...
