Perfect Weapon

Research and 'Research'

I walked in the doors and Toby was on my case.
"where have you been?"
"Roxy has been freeking out"
"what happened"
I pretty much ignored him and went streight into slenders office and started pulling books off of the shelf.
he took to book out of my hands and looked me dead in the eye.
he had tears and panic in them.
"please, West. Please talk to me.." he cupped my face wiping away my tears away.
I looked down.
"I want to Toby, I really do. But I can't, this is something I have to do by myself. I don't want anyone to get hurt." I looked down as more tears fell from my eyes.
Toby stood up off of his knees and pulled me up off of the chair.
He pulled out his phone and played an acoustic version of James Dean & Audrey Hepburn.
"your such a dork" I smiled.
he pulled me onto his feet.
"if being a dork makes you smile then so be it." he kissed my for head.
"Toby, you cant change my mind. I don't want you getting hurt." I said into his warm chest.
"I don't want you to change your mind. I know your smart, West. but if its for someone you love you put yourself in danger, and that scares the hell out of me."
the song ended and he pulled me into a very strong hug.
"t-toby, I can't breath."
he pulled away and we laughed a bit.
"please, West, just be careful. I can't loose you too." he kissed my cheek and walked out.
So the research begins..
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A few hours have passed. Toby has came in to check up on me and he brought me some food. This all is so stupid, every book I have read has said basically the same thing but just in a different way. Damn, what is up with Zalgo that every book says that he isn't trustworthy.
I read this story in some old legend book Slender had, and i can kinda understand why.
Amy King, a young highschool soft more, had lost her mother, boyfriend, and brother within one week. She somehow discovered, and sumoned the one and only, Zalgo. She made a deal, 'a life for a life' is what they called it.
She got her mother back, for the life of her history teacher.
She got her brother back, for the life of her room mate.
She got her boyfriend back, for the life of her trigonometry teacher. Today, she is a highschool drop out due to her failing grades, and her pregnancy.
Huh, I understand why he is so dangerous, but Ace is worth it.
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I haven't slept at all, its almost 5am. I still have to go to school. I have done so much research, I know exactly what I have to do. I open the door to find Toby sitting aguinst the wall asleep.
I silently awed.
'Toby, common. let's go to bed." I laughed a bit.
he sleepishly walked up the stairs with his arm around me, he tripped a few times going up.
once we made it to his room he sat down and eventually layed down and cuddled into the blankets. I think he drank a bit, but its adorable.
'good night Toby" I laughed a little bit before kissing his cheek and walking twards the door turning the nights out.
"West" he whined.
he was sitting up with his lip stuck out quivering and his eyes were imitating a puppy.
"what?" I smiled at him.
"stay with me" he kept he same expression
I rolled my eyes, smerked, and walked towards the bed.
he had a big grin on his face.
I pulled the blankets over me and Toby was snuggled next to me.
"hang on, let me get some sweatpants. these Jeans are so uncomfortable" I pulled the blanket off and Tobys embrace only got stronger.
his mouth was next to my ear and he wispered down my neck.
"just take them off baby girl." he began kissing my shoulder and up my neck.
"I can help if you'd like" his words danced across my skin.
I felt his hand sliding down my stomach and eventually to the button of my pants, which he got un-done fairly quickly.
his thumb slid across the inside edge to my hip.
he continued kissing my neck until he found the spot that made me moan, which he caressed.
eventually my pants were at me knees, and Toby eventually got them off.
His hands were sliding up and down my side making me want him more. I want him so badly, but then again I want to wait.
Before I knew it, he was on top if me.
my heart was racing. he began kissing my jawline, stealing more moans. I could feel his smile on my neck when I moaned.
I pulled his shirt over his head revealing his abdomen. Not only is he amazing, but he is also good looking, and has a great body.
"one second" he gets up and runs down stairs.
do I really want this? I mean, I do, but- on who am I kidding.
I tool my shirt off revieling a black bra. thank god I chose today to have matching underware and bra.
but of course, I felt extreamly selfconcious.
when Toby came back in, he had a six pack of beer.
he took a big drink and set it down handing me one.
I picked it up and drank all of it pretty quickly.
he raised his eyebrows.
"damn, my girls got class." he said before kissing me.
I layed back and Toby was on top of me again.
"you are beautiful, Ciara West Martin." he began kissing down my neck.
Martin I'm so glad he didn't say cooper, that would have ruined the mood.
He kissed from my neck, my collarbone, and eventually in between my breast for a brief moment and slowly down my stomach.
he stopped right above my underware and layed down next to me.
his eyes were locked on mine.
I reached over and took a few more drinks of my third beer.
I claimbed on top of him.
he smiled at me. I noticed him examining my body. I leaned in and kissed him, passionatly, I honestly didn't want it to end.
I kissed down his jawline and his nicely built muscular chest. I kissed his collar bone and he moaned making me caress that spot before making my way back to his mouth
he put his hands on my hips and picked me up. he walked me to his dresser and put me on top of it. He pulled out a blue T-shirt and put it over my head.
he whispered in my ear
"I love you enough to wait, your not ready, your just stressed. but one day I promise I will be here when you are ready. and don't be so self conscious, your beautiful West." he grabbed my hands and walked me back to the bed where he cuddled me into a hug that I didn't want to end. eventually, we both fell asleep.