Perfect Weapon

Matching Love Bites

When i woke up to my alarm, Toby still had his arms wrapped around me. When he woke up he kind of panicked because he wasn't used to waking up to alarms, it was cute actually.

I giggled a bit. he looked at me and smiled before his eyes widened.

"What?" I asked. he didn't say anything, i got up and walked to the bathroom looking in the mirror.

"fuck" I muttered under my breath before Toby came in

"I'm so sorry, West. I- I didn't know-"  he noticed me looking at his collar bone "what?-" he looked down at his collar bone.

"Hey, matching Hickeys!" Toby said obviously trying to lighten the mood.

"yeah, but you can hide yours and you don't have to go to school. What the hell am I supposed to do?"

"look, the rest of the pastas wont be home for a few more days. Can you get through school?" he asked seeming concerned.

"I guess I'm going to have to. " I smiled. i put my hands just above his waist and stood on my toes to kiss him.

"i love you." he smiled looking down at me.

"i love you too"  i smiled back at him

"your so short, its pretty adorable" he smiled making me blush.

"i know im stubby, i cant help it."

"your not stubby, your just short."

"short and fat." i laughed a bit.

"Fat?" Toby asked. "your not fat."

"everyone says that."

"listen to them, and me" he put his hands on my waist and began kissing my nesk.

"i'm not worried about it, honestly. i know im a little over weight, but i dont really care. i guess im just a little chunky"

"west, i'm not going to lie, you don't have a supermodel- straight out of a magazine body. and i love it. i actually have something to grip and more for me to love about you." he grabbed my butt pulling me closer to him. "but your not fat, your not fake."

i felt myself blush before i kissed him.

"i have to take a shower." i said walking to my room to get cloths.

"okay." he looked down and sat on the edge of my bed.

"ill be quick" i kissed his cheek and walked into the bathroom.

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I tried to take a short shower, I was only in for about 15 minutes. I got our changed into some black ripped skinney jeans, combat boots, a Nirvana tee shirt and a red plaid shirt over it. I brushed my hair and teeth, then walked out of the bathroom. Toby was still in my room looking at my drawings.
"West, these are insane" Toby said not looking away from them.
"I guess I have a thing for insane" I smiled a bit as he blushed.
"umm, I have to go, you want to come?" I asked.
"sure, just let me get my hoodie." he walked into his room. I got my phone, headphones, and everything else I needed. I can't wait until summer, only a few more weeks.
"okay, ready?" Toby asked.
I nooded and he held his arm out for me. I took it as we latched arms and started for the door.
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*at the edge of the woods*
"hey, don't let anyone give you hell about that. okay? if they do, tell me. I'll take care of it" he winked. "I really am sorry about that though." he blushed.
"don't be." I smiled.
he leaned down and kissed me passionantly, as if it were the last time he would see me. the kiss continued for a few moments untill we heard the flirty "ohhs" coming from the gang walking towards us.
"okay okay, shows over" I smiled a bit.
"see ya later Toby, love you." 
"ya, ok. hey, don't take anyone's crap." he whispered. "I love you too" he kissed my cheek and I walked off.
"text me" he waved before walking away.
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I'm surprised there this talkative, maybe this is just their way of coping. I don't know, kinda weird.
"is that-" jay pointed at my neck.
"is what?" I asked putting my hand over it.
"oh my god it is!" Pierce practically yelled.
"what?" Blaze asked.
"She has a hicky!" Pierce yelled again.
"okay, okay, shush." I said moving my hand.
more flirty 'ohhs' filled the air around us.
we got to school, said our goodbyes and separated. usually Ace is with me, because his locker  is near mine, but I guess life just takes away the things that make you happy.

I opened my locker and got my books and started walking to class.
"slut." I heard a high pitch voice. oh great, Brittany.
i ignored her and kept walking.
"was that from your best is Ace before he was put into a permanent black out?" she giggled.
"Fuck you Brittany. I could care less what you say to me, or about me. Ace just died yesterday and your still making fun of him. how shallow can you be? Damn, I knew you were low, but I didn't think you were that low." I slammed the door in her face and flipped her off through the window and sat in my seat with tears in my eyes.
its not permanent, Bitch.
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School was okay, I got a few dirty looks and a few comments, but nothing serious.
I miss Ace, a lot.
I'm getting him back, his funeral is on Sunday, I'm going to make a deal with Zalgo to get him back on Saturday. he will have to live with us though, no one can know I made a deal with Zalgo to get him back except for the gang of course. its only Thursday, so I still have a few days to prepare. The rest of the pastas should be getting back on Monday or Tuesday.
I walked into the house and put my stuff in my room.
I closed my door and began drawing, Its kinda a way for me to think. helps clear my mind.
I heard a knock on my door.
"its opened" I said and Toby opened it.
"hey, you okay?" he asked.
"yeah" I smiled "you?"
"I'm okay" he answered "how was school" he smiled at me looking at my drawings from behind with his arms on the table around me.
"it was okay, I mean there was a few people that said something. nothing to bad."
he nodded.
"are you sure your okay?" I asked looking at him.
"yeah, I've just been thinking a lot.." he answered sitting down on my bed.
"you wanna talk about it?" I  tried to comfort him, but Im not too good ad stuff like this.
"I don't know, Jeff has been giving me hell because I'm not immortal yet." he layer back looking at the ceiling.
"when will slender make u immortal?" I asked.
"21" he answered "only 4 more years" he put his hands over his face.
"do you want to be immortal?" I asked him.
"no. I don't want to live a life where I watch everyone I know and love die, and repeat that for centuries. I can't feel physical pain, which makes it seem like mental pain is 10x worse. And its not even just that, I want to grow old with you, as clécha as it sounds I want to sit on a rocking chair out side of our retirement home and watch our grandchildren eat ice cream and play."
"Toby, I want that too, I really do.. but- you have to be immortal or else slener would kill you, without immortality, your useless to him. to be honest.. but, you won't have to watch me or Ace die. I don't know about everyone else yet.." I looked down at him from beside the bed. I outlined the patterns on his shirt with my fingers.
"what do u mean?" he looked confused.
"about me, I would do anything for you Toby. even if it means living forever" I smiled a bit along with him.
"and Ace- let's just say you'll find out soon."
"just be careful.." he looked at me through his fingers.
I nodded.
"he better back off my girl when he gets here" he laughed a bit.
I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"ugh, I almost forgot.. homework." I lulled my backpack onto my bed.
"I miss school" Toby said looking at my homework.
"what's to miss?" I asked.
"the bitchy teachers, the loads of homework, stressing over tests, falling asleep in class, what's not to miss?" he looked at me.
"truse me, you'll understand when u haven't been to school in a few years." we laughed a bit.
I did y homework with help from Toby, because he is a algebra genius.
When we finished we played games for a little while and decided to go to bed around 10.
he snuggled behind me. his breath was  skimming my neck.
"I love you, but you scare the hell out of me sometimes." Toby said.
"and this is coming from the killer?" I smiled.
"yes, it is" he chuckled a little.
"why do I scare you" I asked.
"because, you care too much. you put yourself in danger to help others. and I don't want to loose you." he burried his face into my neck and began kissing it.
"you won't have to worry about that after we're immortal." I smiled trying not to moan. "hey, no hickys!" I smiled pulling myself a way a bit laughing before getting pulled into a big hug where I eventually fell asleep.