In the end

Chapter 15 - Dream

Jared's POV - Thurs. Oct. 29th

~ I was staring down into her eyes when she suddenly pulled her bottom lip between her teeth. I could feel myself twitch and tried to be casual as I shifted my stance. She blushed and it's like I could feel the heat spreading throughout my own body. I reached my hand out to help her up and she placed her small hand in mine. I pulled her to her feet and noticed that she didn't remove her hand from my grasp. I stepped closer to her and brushed her hair back from her face. She let out a shiver and pressed her body up against mine, her breasts squashed against my chest. My other hand slid around her waist to the small of her back and pulled her tighter against me. He closed her eyes and tilted her head back as I bent over her pressing my lips to hers. She let out a soft moan and slid her tongue against my lips and I groaned into her kiss. She used her free hand to scratch her nails across my chest and felt myself grow harder against her.~

I awoke with a slight jump at my alarm clock blaring beside my bed. I groaned and shut it off before laying back down. I realized I was covered in a thin sheet of sweat as the details of my dream started coming back to me. I looked down at myself and felt slightly embarrassed even though I was alone. Man, what was this girl doing to me.

I got to the set early even though they didn't need for another hour or so. I couldn't even lie to myself anymore, I was hoping to catch a glimpse of her. I picked a seat with a view of her steps across the street and took out my script pages to make sure I had them down.

After a few minutes of ignoring the pages in my hands Jensen walked over and sat next to me. He looked at me with a smirk. I kept trying not to see him staring at me but I knew he wouldn't quit. "Dude, what." I finally asked him. "Don't 'Dude, what' me. I know that look man." He said mockingly. The real pain in the ass of knowing someone for so long is that they saw through your bullshit. "C'mon man gimme a break." He shook his head. "Uh uh, no way. You met a girl." I sighed and dropped my shoulders in defeat. Dammit. "Ok fine I met a girl." He broke into that stupid grin of his. "So..." He cocked his head to the side waiting. "So what's her name, where'd you meet her?" I quickly told him about the coffee shop and the tripping incident, leaving out my stalkerish behaviour. "Wait she lives right there!" He gestured towards her steps. I just nodded and her started laughing. "Man one day and your already staking out her place, I gotta see this girl." I scowled at him and got up. "Shut up." I muttered at him and stomped off towards Liv's trailer. I could still hear him cackling like an idiot as I turned the corner. Asshole.

Jensen had finished shooting his coverage and was lounging around waiting for Misha and I to wrap up (of course he picked the same stalker spot I had earlier). Once we finished I ducked into my trailer to change and grab my stuff. I couldn't help thinking about what Liv and I talked about over lunch. We had always got along really well and she was such a caring person you almost couldn't help but open up to her. I was always telling her she should've been a shrink. "Well from my experience, girls only get all weird like that when they're nervous. And if she's nervous around you it means your the one making her nervous which means-." "Ok Liv I think I get what you're saying." I cut her off. "She doesn't know what I do. She thinks I'm part of the crew." Liv's eyes opened wide. "That's a new one." I stared off for a second. "It-it makes me feel normal, I know I just met her but, but it feels like maybe I've finally found someone who could like me for me, not all this." I said gesturing to the lights and equipment. "Sweetie, I doubt anyone that got to know you couldn't help but like you for you." She said and reached over to squeeze my hand. "You know what I mean, the money and the fame." I made quotation marks in the air. "If that's the first thing a person sees about you, then they don't deserve the rest." I gave her a giant hug and kissed her forehead. "See you totally should have been a shrink. Or a self help guru." She laughed and headed towards the wardrobe trailer. "Yeah yeah. I'll see you later Jare."

I was still thinking about everything Liv said when I left my trailer and headed to were Misha was laughing at something on Jensen's phone. "Jared, you gotta see this." Jensen said when he saw me. I walked over and set my bag down next to his chair and he tilted his phone so I could see what they were laughing at.
Someone had posted a video online of Misha as a cartoon unicorn. It perfectly captured all of His natural weirdness and I couldn't help join them in laughing.

Almost unconsciously I lifted my head to glance across the street before looking back to the video. Embarrassingly enough my head snapped back when I saw that Bree was sitting on front steps. I felt my face get hot but I gave her a smile and turned back to tell Jensen and Misha I would be back. As I walked towards her I could hear them whispering behind me so I turned and mouthed for them to shut up which of course just made it worse. She looked amazing. She was wearing this fitted grey dress that hugged her curves beautifully and her hair was down swirling around her from the wind. I'd never wanted a woman more in my life than in that moment.