What the hell is this?
This feeling of emptiness.
It's almost like I want it all back. I want it back. All of the pain and all over the heart ache and the blissful hate I just..
God...
What the... No. Shit no. I don't want that back. I don't want any of that.
I just wanna be loved back...
Like the real love,
I wanna be texted first sometimes. I wanna know you actually wanna talk to me and that you don't feel obligated.
I don't wanna be a burden.
I don't wanna be forgotten
I just... Want you to stay.
That's it.
Oh god I want you to stay.
I don't want you to leave unexpected or without reason.
I want you to want to talk to me.
I just... I don't wanna be empty anymore.
I want assurance.
Reason.
And you.
That's all I want.
I wanna know that someday this will work out and we will be happy and in the meantime I wanna build a strong relationship.
A strong one.
I just... Want... Us.
I don't wanna hurt anymore. I don't wanna feel like this. I just wanna be happy, with you.
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My Silenced Cries
PoetryThis isn't a story, its not a fairy tale, its nothing but what goes through my head and what makes me... me? There is no happy ending, just life's ups and downs. Ranting and venting, things I can't tell people face to face. These are the silenced cr...