When lunch time rolls around all I could think about was that forehead kiss and how I feel about it. I know there is a name to how I feel, but I just don't know what it's called. I groan in frustration and then I see Kai and I smile at him. He looks nervous. He hugs me and I hug him back. He runs his fingers through his hair and messes it up which I find highly attractive.
I blush a little at the things I think. Then he kind of blurts out, "So I was kind of wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me.." He says and then flushes red. I smile at him. "Of course when?"
His eyes widen in shock, I look at him a little confused. He's a weirdo I tell you. "Um I'll pick you up at 7:00."
I smile again, "Sounds good to me."
When we're walking to the lunchroom our hands are swinging. Then he grabs my hand and slowly laces his fingers with mine. I blush a little. I honestly don't know how I feel about all of this. Then when we reach the cafeteria I see Ash and he smiles widely and waves at us. Until his eyes reach our hands. Then I see this look flash on his face and most definitely in his eyes. But then just as quickly as I saw it, it was gone.
I furrow my eyebrows at him and then just shrug it off. Once we reach the table we set our things down. "You gonna get food?" Kai asks me. I smile up at him already sitting down next to Ash and shake my head, "No."
He leans down and almost kisses my lips but I move away slightly so he kisses the corner of my lips. My heart was beating way too fast at that action. I don't quite know if it was in the good way though. Once he's out of earshot Ash nudges my side and smiles making me smile and giggle softly, "Ohhh ohhhh you and him huh?" He says with a smile on his face, but there's a certain pain hidden in his eyes while doing so.
"No no no...well yet." I say laughing.
He messes up my hair, "Awww my little baby is growing up!!"
My heart flutters at the words "my little baby" and I have no idea why or how he's making me feel this way.
I grumble and fix my hair with Ash laughing. Then Kai reaches the table and he smiles at me and then slightly frowns seeing as I'm not on his side of the table. "Baby come sit on this side with me."
I nod and get up moving to his side with a tiny frown on my face. He holds my hand under the table.
The reasons for my frown are:
1.) my heart didn't do the fluttering thing when he called me baby...why?
And
2.) suddenly the warm feeling I had sitting next to Ash was gone.
What the hell am I feeling.
