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Ash (a/n:anyone else enjoying these Ash p.o.v's or what?)
I look away quickly. She tries to look into my eyes to know how I feel but I keep looking down. She does look beautiful. Even with the scars. Even with the obvious baggage she carries. If I were the one taking her on this date I wouldn't want her to dress up. She's a human, not a doll she has no need to have all the excessive makeup and nice clothes and too many products added to her hair.
And I doubt this guy is even going to treat her right. He won't know what to say, and what not to say. He won't treat her the way she should be treated. He will rush her into doing things she isn't comfortable with, but she's far too nice to say anything unless it gets serious.
He will only break her further. I know I won't exactly be perfect for her, but at least I'll try like hell to make her feel like she's a angel. My angel. Hopefully one day I shall be given the honors of calling her that.
My beautiful angel.
I'm snapped out of my selfish insensitive thoughts when I see hands and fingers snapping in my face and I flush deeply.
"Um...Kai said he can't pick me up...so could you uh...drive me to this address?" I feel my fists tighten so hard my (what little nails I have) nails are cutting the skin of my palms so much that there's blood slowly dripping from my knuckles. "Yeah." I reply reluctantly seeing the look on Dasi's face.
"Just give me a second." I say walking into the bathroom feeling rage in me so much. I walk to the sink and rinse the blood off of my hands. I sigh and look in the mirror. This prick couldn't even pick her up and drive her there. She's already done too much for him. She let them doll her up, put her in clothes she isn't comfortable in. The least he could do was be a gentleman and pick her up for the date he asked her to.
I dry my hands and walk out trying my best to not slam the door so hard it becomes unhinged. I grab my keys and give Dasi' a look. "Don't worry we'll just chill here." I nod my jaw locked. I shouldn't be as furious as I am. I open the passenger door for her and she gets in looking a bit shocked then I close the door for her. I then proceed on jogging over to my side of the car and open the door and slightly slam it making her jump a little.
I put the address into the gps and then begin driving knowing where we are going now. After a couple minutes it's extremely awkward and any conversation made is awkward and strangled. Then she grabs the aux cord and I quirk my eyebrow at her. She plugs it into her phone and begins playing her music.
I smile slightly and she giggles and reaches over poking my cheek, "Don't hide it Ash!! I saw that little smile!!"
I laugh and push her away slightly. Then there was a shift in the atmosphere and it's back to normal. Until we reach our desired destination and I groan and she gives me a curious look. I just send, the most believable smile I can muster up, her way and she smiles back at me. She leans over and kisses my cheek, "Thank you so much for everything. This date would have sucked if your sisters hadn't have helped me look like this. And I wouldn't even be on this date if you didn't drive me. You're one of the best friends I could have ever asked for." She says giving me one last smile before leaving my car, and myself with a bruised heart.
My cheek is tingling. And suddenly I begin feeling how cold my car is.
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Dang ash got friend-zoned badddd
