adopted by phan *on hold for a bit & about to be under editing*

Chapter 8:

I don't remember the rest of that day it was all a blur, to be honest I don't remember weeks after Oscar left.
It was probably just crying in my room by myself. Ms. Mulligan got really worried about me, she kept saying I needed to get out and go for a walk or something. I didn't want to, everything reminded me of Oscar.
He hadn't text or called me, had he forgotten about me?

One morning I woke up and I had a notification on my phone, I quickly checked hoping it was Oscar.
'Danisnotonfire has uploaded a video: Internet Support Group,' I clicked on it to watch, it may take my mind off everything.
The video got me thinking what if I emailed Dan, not because I wanted him to read it, I just thought it might be good to get everything off my chest but if he did help me that would be nice. So I opened my email and started to type...

'Hey my names Hazel, I'm 15 and an orphan, and reasonably my best friend, Oscar, has been adopted and has moved to Manchester.

On the day he left I blacked out and when I woke up I was told he had already gone, meaning I didn't get to say goodbye.
Ever since he left I've become an emotional wreck I don't leave my room and I spend all day crying because he's left me.
I didn't email you to whine about it or your help, not for the attention, even to be in a video, I emailed you to help me get this off my chest. If you can help me that would be so helpful, but I understand if you can't and give up on me.
Hazel Malone, London'

Once I sent the email I felt a bit better, even so I had a shower and got dressed.
I even left my room and went to the Starbucks opposite the orphanage.
Ms. Mulligan came up to me when I came back,
L"Hazel, you're out your room!" she said to me looking surprised,
"I'm proud of you sweetie," she carried on giving me a massive hug.

When I went back into my room I sat on Oscar's old bed, I stood up as I felt something uncomfortable underneath.
I picked up the bedsheets and saw a package neatly wrapped with a gift tag on it, 'Hazelnut.'
I sat back on his bed with it in my hands, I unwrapped it slowly and carefully.
Once I unwrapped it I saw a small box, I hesitated to open it. I slowly opened it, inside was a phone case. I turned it over to see the front.

It was the picture of Oscar and I with Dan and Phil. At the bottom of the case there was writing, 'Love you Hazelnut- Oscar x'.
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
There was something under the phone case in the box. It was a photo frame with pictures of me and Oscar it in, even the one with Dan and Phil. I hugged the frame so tightly.

"I love you too Oscar!"