adopted by phan *on hold for a bit & about to be under editing*

Chapter 42:

We headed to the little café, the one I took Dan after therapy.
As we approached Dan must had recognised it as he smirked and turned to me.
We all sat down at a massive table,
"What does everyone want?" I asked. Everyone said they wanted coffee so Oscar and I went up to the counter and ordered, splitting the bill between us all.
We got the coffees and headed back to the table, where they were talking, which made me smile.
We handed out the coffees and joint in the conversation, Charles and Diana were saying what they did for a living;
"I'm a English Teacher, and Diana is a Receptionist for the school I work at. What about you two?" Charles smiled. Dan took a sip of his drink as Phil began to speak,
"Dan and I are youtubers and BBC radio presenters." Charles and Diana exchanged a look and asked,
"What's a youtuber?" Dan smiled and said,
"We make videos and post them on the internet."
"Oh, what kind of videos?" Diana asked. I smiled uncomfortably and looked at Dan and Phil, who obviously didn't know what to say, I broke the silence,
"Well, they make funny, lifestyle videos about they're life's."
I could hear the sigh of relief from them, I looked over to them and Dan winked at me.
Charles and Diana continued talking for ages, talking about they're life's, why they wanted to adopted, and other boring stuff like that. Dan, Phil and I just listened and nodded. It was about 8:50 when Charles and Diana said,
"We better get going."
We all said goodbye to them, but when it came to saying goodbye to Oscar it was harder.
"Bye Oscar," I said giving him a massive hug, I never wanted to let go of him.
"Bye Hazelnut," he said into my ear.
"I'm going to miss you," I whispered,
"I'm going to miss you more," he whispered back. I smiled,
"I love you Oscar,"
"I love you too Hazelnut."

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I watched as he left me once again, but it felt easier this time. I had Dan and Phil. I waved as he was taken away to Manchester.
Once he was out of my sight, I felt my eyes water. Dan put his arm round my shoulders.
"It's okay Hazel," he whispered,
"Thanks Dan," I breath.
We walked home in an comfortable silence,
"Was it nice to see him again Hazel?" Phil asked me. I nodded. He smiled at me, in a sympathetic way.

We finally reached the apartment, after the almost impossible hike up the million stairs. I went straight to my room once we got in. I jumped on to my bed and curled up in a ball, tears falling down my cheek.
I missed Oscar, and I guess I always will. About 15 minutes of crying in a ball, I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in," I said, Dan's head popped in. He walked up to the bed and sat on the edge next to me. I wiped my face with my sleeve.
"Hazel, I hate to see you like this," he mumbled.
"I'm sorry Dan, I guess you didn't want an emotional wreck for a daughter," I said, my eyes watering again.
"No, I didn't mean that Hazel, I mean I hate you see you upset. You're the best daughter I could have," he said,
"We love you, emotional wreck and all," he laughed. I smiled,
"Are you sure about that, I'm a nightmare. That's why I never got adopted by anyone."
He frowned and said,
"Hazel, don't put yourself down. There's no need too, you're amazing!"
I leaned on his shoulder and said, "You're amazing too."
He smiled, "Really, I'm an awful example for you."
I laughed, "Yeah I guess, but that's what makes you amazing."
"Thanks," he laughed. "No problem dad."

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a/n: HAPPY NEW YEAR!! wow... its 2016 {only 6 years until 2022;)}
it's my birthday in a few days {3rd} i already fell like an old man👴🏻
anyway byyyee