adopted by phan *on hold for a bit & about to be under editing*

Chapter 23:

Hazel's POV:

I woke up in my room.
"Fuck," I mumbled to myself, sitting up. I fainted, great! I look at my phone, it was 2pm.
My head hurt, and my cheeks burned.
I did the one thing I didn't want to do, well the second thing. I suppose I should have told Dan and Phil I fainted a lot.
I didn't know what to do, so I did the one thing I did best...I started to cry.
I walked over to a corner and curled up into a ball. I was so disappointed with myself. I really needed to talk to them. But I didn't know what to say.

I stayed in my room for about an hour until Phil walked in. He obviously saw I had been crying because he walked over to the corner, I was still curled up in, and sat next to me. I wiped my face with my sleeve.

"Hey Hazel," he whispered,
"Hey," I whispered back. He hesitated for a bit,
"Hazel, are you okay?" he asks.
A tear rolled down my cheek,
"I don't really know," I mumbled back.
He put his arm around me and whispered, "Tell me what's on your mind."

I took a deep breath then started to talk,
"Phil, I don't know what I'm doing, I'm a wreck. I feel like a disappointment to everyone, including myself. I'm scared about what people are going to think of me. Awful memories are coming back. I hate myself at the moment to be honest, and that makes me feel awful because you and Dan have been so amazing, and I love you guys so much. I...I just don't know what to do."
I placed my head in my lap and started to cry. Phil put his hand on my back,
"I don't really know what to say," he sighed then continued,
"Hazel, you are not a disappointment to anyone, don't ever bring yourself down. You do know that me and Dan love you so much, we're a family now. We're not going to let you go through anything on your own. If you ever need anything just ask me or Dan. We could ask for anyone better."
I put my head up from my hands and looked up to Phil. He smiled at me, I smiled back. I hugged him and got up.
Before we left Phil stopped and asked, "Hazel, will you okay meeting my mum tomorrow?"  My heart started to beat faster, should I lie? What should I say?
"I'll be fine Phil, don't worry," I reassured him. 

He put his arm around me as we walked out the room and headed for the living room.
When we walked in Dan was cleaning. Phil and I sat on the sofa,
"You're enjoying watching me clean don't you Phil?" he said annoyed. Phil grinned widely and said, "Yep."
After Dan finished cleaning he sat next to Phil and put his head on Phil's shoulder.
We'd watched tv for ages when Dan's phone rang, he walked out the room and answered.
Phil sighed,
"You okay Phil?" I asked.
"Yeah I'm fine," he said.
Dan was on the phone for a while and when he came back Phil frowned at him, I could tell he was annoyed. I noticed the time, 10pm,
"It's getting late, I'm going to go. Goodnight guys," I said swiftly leaving the room.
I better let them talk...

Phil's POV:
"Who was that?" I asked Dan as Hazel left. He hesitated to answer and awkwardly looked at the ground.
"No one," he mumbled, but I knew he was lying. I stared at him and asked again,
"Dan, who was that?"
He looked at me with teary eyes, "It was my parents."
I gave him a hug and asked, "What happened?" He hugged me back tightly and then told me what happened.

"So, they just called me and I just came out with it, that we'd adopted Hazel and we're a family now. I don't really know how they felt, they seemed ashamed, then sad, then confused and then happy. It was weird really."
Dan stopped and turned to me, I kissed him on the cheek and he continued,
"They sort of had the, 'Dan can you even look after yourself! Now you've got a daughter!' To be honest their reaction really upset me, I thought they'd be happy and proud but it was the opposite. I know we've done the right thing, and we were ready for this."
He stopped again and looked into my eyes then asked,
"Phil, are you ready to tell the fans?"
I looked at him and nodded, "Wanna film it now?" I asked. He nodded.
We got the filming equipment and set up in my room.

We took a deep breath and turned the camera on.