Room 101

Trusting and believing

CHAPTER 13

TRUSTING AND BELIEVING

Hannah's pov

I think Tyler is in shock from my sudden out bust, all he is doing is doing is staring right at me. I don't think he can believe what I've just said. However in a way I can't either, he just can't be a werewolf, yeah the one in the forest definitely was. I mean the thing attacked me but Tyler is just so sweet and caring, I couldn't believe it, no I wouldn't believe it.

But then that would mean Isabel was lying and I doubt she would lie about this would she? Great, just great now I'm questioning myself, why can't he just answer my simple question I can't stand all this silence it's driving me insane.

"Tyler is it true?" I whispered, keeping my voice low wishing for the answer to be no. I can see he's thinking if he should answer or not.

"Yes," he simply whispered back, I gasped while backing away a bit. I can see the hurt in his eyes but I just couldn't believe it, does that's mean he wants to attack me now too. But wait a minute what about Zack? Why would they fix me all up and then try to hurt me. Well Hannah that's what werewolves do, I've heard all the stories and watch all the movies, laughed when the scary werewolf attack and kill the "humans". But this wasn't funny because now it's real, it's not just a made up story or film, no this was my life and a life that I intend to live and not die soon. But who am I kidding, with a werewolf in front of me and being in this place, let's face it I'm not going to live long.

"Hannah you have to calm down," I could hear the concern in his voice but who was he kidding.

"HOW THE HELL CAN I CALM DOWN WHEN YOU TELL ME SOMETHING LIKE THAT," I shouted at him, feeling a bit guilty about doing it.

"You have to understand Hannah, I'm never going to hurt you and if I ever did then I would kill myself after and Hannah if you don't calm down your going to make yourself ill and I will have no choice but to get Zack," he told me seriously.

I can't believe he just said that would he really kill himself if he hurt me, no he is just doing it to calm me down. But he is right I can barely breathe right now it's hard to get any air in to my lungs. I'm probably having a panic attack, I just can't breathe and it really starting to scary me now.

"Hannah calm down," I can see the worry.

"B-u-t I c-a-n-t br.........eathe," I can barely get the words out right.

"OMG Hannah, just take a deep breath," he toldme but I doesn't work I still can't breathe I'm surprised I haven't passed out yet from the lack of air.

"I-t'-s n-o-t w-o-r-k-i-n-g," I gasped.

"Come on Hannah, in and out you can do it," he encouraged me.

"I c-a-n-t" I can begin to feel a bit light head now and that's not good.

"Hannah I'm going to have to get Zack," he said it more like a question and I merely nodded, which made him run out of the door. It seemed like no more than a few seconds and he was back with Zack behind him giving me and very concern look, then ran to my side.

"Hannah we have to get your breathing sorted ok, you're having a panic attack." he quickly told me, I just nodded making me feel even more light headed. But the thing is he didn't check my pulse this time but it's probably because even I can hear it beating a hundred miles an hour.

"Good, now Hannah I want you to breathe like me ok," I just nodded my head but didn't get time to copy him because I passed out and knew nothing more.

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I knew I wasn't awake but I could still hear the voices and I think they were of Tyler and Zack.

"Tyler what the hell did you do to make her react like that? The thing I don't get is that she was perfectly fine when I left her, what happened," he half shouted at him in a way Zack remind me of father figure the way he is talking now.

"I don't know Zack, she went to sleep and was fine, she talking out a bit in her sleep saying things like "full moon" and "Tyler" but I thought nothing of it then all of a sudden she just woke up and looked very confused and scary and just shouted at me and I quote Zack "YOUR A WEREWOLF"" he took a deep breath and waited for Zack answer.

"What?" he sounded confused now.

"You hear what I said," Tyler sounded a bit annoyed.

"Yeah I did and I don't like it, but more importantly how did she find out," he questioned.

"I have no idea but the thing that matters is the fact that she knows that truth," Tyler told him.

"Please Tyler tell me you didn't tell her it was true," he hoped.

"What else could I say, no off course I'm not a werewolf I can just run really fast, super strong oh and I change in to a wolf but don't worry I'm not a werewolf, yeah that would have been a great idea Zack," he told him sarcastically.

"YES, that's what you should have done, because now she knows the truth and because of it she is scared of us," Zack told him in a dull tone.

"I don't want her to be scared of me," he whispered but I still hear him.

"Well that might be true Tyler but just by telling her the truth about you, you gave her a panic attack which coursed her to pass out," Zack told him.

"Yeah I know that and I feel really bad for it," he sincerely replied.

"I can see you do Tyler," Zack replied back.

"But I don't know how to tell her that we aren't like the others, I mean we never go around a kill people we're the ones that actually help people out, and we only change if we have to or if we get really mad, and even when we do change we still think and feel like I am now. And you and I both know how much it hurts to change anyway so we rarely do it. But the thing is Zack I can't just tell her that because first she'll probably have another panic attack and secondly I bet she won't believe me."

Can this all be true? Are they really the good ones? But I thought there was only one type of werewolf? Could I be wrong about everything about them? Should I give them a chance?

"I believe you Tyler," I can see the shock in his face; he can't believe I heard everything and I guess this is the chance I am giving them.