Reader's POV
I was woken up by someone playing with my hair... I open my eyes to see Nagito facing me."Good morning (y/n)." he said looking in my eyes.
I slap his face and wipe my tears
"Oh my God I hate you..." I then hug him immediately.
Nagito was beyond confused and, yes, of course I am confused myself... But I loved him unconditionally. He was my only hope and I love him.
"Why did you save me?" he said a tear rolling down his pale as ever cheek.
"Why would you try and kill yourself?!?" I shouted looking at him. "I LOVE YOU!!! IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!?!?" I shouted tears making their way to my eyes. "Why can't you understand..." I whsipered more to myself, looking down, tears dropping on the white sheets.
I started crying more... I couldn't hold it back... Nagito suddenly pushed me down, kissing me roughly. I try to pull him away, but it's impossible. He drags me closer as he kisses me down my jawline. I struggle against his grip, but it only gets tighter and tighter.
"K-Komaeda!" I shout, closing my eyes.
"(Y/n)~ I love you too~" he said, his words dripping like honey into my ear, telling me what I want to hear. "I'm sorry (y/n)~"
"You j-just can't say s-sorry for this! I won't f-forgive you like th-that..." I said turning away, my back now facing him.
He got closer as he ran his hands around my waist.
"I'm sorry (Y/n)~ I promise I won't do it again~ I love you~ Please~" he whispered into my ear making me shiver at his every word. "Please~ You can't stay angry at me (y/n), please~" I tried to endure the idea of giving in. "(Y/n)-chaaaan~" I close my eyes and try not to listen to him. "(Y/n)~ Please, I'm so so sorry (y/n) I love you~" he purrs into my ear again.
I can't anymore... I love him too much... Dammit... I hate myself now for that.
"Dammit... Alright..." I said opening my eyes to find an excited Nagito hugging me.
"I'm sorry (y/n)!! I promise I won't ever leave you again~ Even if you want me to~" he said flipping me around, nuzzling his head into my chest.
"K-Komaeda!" I yelp blushing.
"Hm? Is something wrong my (y/n)?" he said still doing... that.
"Uhm... Can you stop--"
"No."
W-What am I supposed to do? I blush even more as I watch Nagito fall asleep... Great... How am I supposed to get out? I look around for a pillow or anything I could find to get it in my actual place. I finally found what I was looking for, trying to get out of his grip. How am I supposed to get out of his hold? His grip was getting stronger on my back, as I struggle more with getting his hands away. For 15 minutes I struggled with one of his hands, finally getting out and putting fast as ever the pillow between his long arms. I look at the clock, is it 1 PM already? I should get him something to eat, he is probably exhausted... My poor marshmallow...
"I'd run for you a thousand miles." I say with a wide smile, opening the the door and leaving.
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Lost In Your Embrace (Komaeda Nagito x Reader)
FanfictionFor 10 nights straight, I can't get any sleep, This is this shadow in the hall and in my dreams It's like she gets more real everyday Two big blue eyes and blonde ponytails, Short skirt and bear accessories, It's like she wants to...