This is very short but I'm trying to update a bit yknow.
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[ A l e x ]
I could tell he was hurt, why did I say that? I didn't mean that I didn't want it to happen, I meant that I wouldn't have had the courage to do it had it not been for the drugs currently in my system.
You, Alex, are one giant fucking idiot.
After standing silently in Rian's basement, thinking over what I've done, I make my way upstairs.
I find Rian and Zack in the kitchen, Rian is shoving chips into his mouth and crunching obnoxiously, while Zack is staring blankly at the television on the counter. It's not even plugged in.
"Where's Jack?"
"He said he was going for a walk," Rian mumbles between handfuls of food "something about needing a few minutes alone"
"I think he was going to go masturbate" Zack chuckles and Rian joins in.
"Uhh... Okay I'll be back in a few minutes guys" I say, hurrying out the front door and finding myself in the middle of a thunderstorm.
I can't just go back inside and wait for Jack to return. As much as I don't want to get my clothes soaked and potentially be struck by lightning, I need to find him.
My black sneakers splash down the sidewalk, seeming to step in every puddle available. By the time I got to the end of the road my socks felt like sponges squeezing the water out every time I took a step.
Thunder cracks right above me, I jump and my body begins to shake nervously. My heart races and again I contemplate returning to the safety of Rians house. I search the empty streets for any sign that he was there. The rain soaking through my shirt and stinging the small... Abrasions... Underneath.
My hair clings to my face as I try to avoid slipping in the mud. "Jack?" I call out "I'm sorry"
Someone grabs my sleeve. Recognizing the stranger as Jack I begin to apologize for my awful choice of words
"Listen man I'm sorry for what I said earlier I didn't mean it that way. I really do-"
"No, I get it. It's fine. It's the drugs" He says without a hint of emotion in his voice. I try not to react, of course it didn't mean anything. His eyes are still red and his clothes are soaked.
"Let's just get back to Rians" I breathe, pretending this wasn't killing me. He walks a safe distance from me. At least in the rain nobody will notice if I cry.
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