Mending Broken Hearts

Chapter 13: Guilt.

Hunter's P.O.V.
Chapter 13.

I knew I had messed up.

The moment I heard her cry when she realized who she had slept with, I knew I had messed up.

I didn't mean to sleep with her, not now at least. Though the moment she had stumbled in to me, clearly not thinking straight, and kissed me I couldn't push her away.

She was drunk, she didn't know what she was doing. I on the other hand was tipsy, I knew what I was doing. I knew it was wrong. I should of taken her to her friends, taken her to her brother, but nope, I slept with her. I slept with Lily Mathews and I couldn't bring myself to regret it. 

I felt guilt, guilt for taking advantage of her when she was drunk, but it was hard to push her away, she was addicting.

The hotel door closes loudly as I let out a sigh and roll on to my back, staring up at the white ceiling while I thought of what I had done.

I knew better then to actually go to her place, sneaking past Alexis and her boyfriend would be hard. Taking her to Logan and I's apartment would of probably cost me my life. 

I get up and look around the room only finding my clothes on the floor, no evidence of her ever being here, but her scent lingered on the pillow and I could still remember last night perfectly.

I remembered every touch, every kiss, every time her back arched, every sharp intake of breath, every trail of her finger, every scratch on my back that would stay there for weeks. I remembered it all, but she wouldn't.

I didn't regret it, but she did.

I wanted to punch myself in the face.

I take a shower, figuring that if I already paid for the room I might as well take advantage of it. I then change in to my clothes from last night and walk back in to the room, grabbing my phone from counter and calling my brother.

"Hunter! Long time no speak." He says as I sigh.

"I fucked up." I muse as he chuckles.

"What you do this time?" He asks as I sigh.

"I slept with Lily." I state as he whistles.

"Shouldn't you be happy about this?" He asks as I sigh.

"She was drunk." I mutter as he laughs. I groan as he chuckles.

"Always fucking up Hunter." He mutters.

"Like you're any better Jaden." I state as he groans. I knew how much he hated the name.

"Our parents hated us." He states as I sigh.

"What do I do?" I ask as he sighs.

"Pretend it never happened, you've done it with other girls, you can do it with her." Jay says as I sigh.

"She's different Jay, you know that." 

"But you fucked up, listen bro, it's best if you forget about it. Logan will have your ass if he finds out and Heather surely won't be happy. It's best if you just ignore it." He states as I sigh, knowing he was right.

"Thanks Jay, how are things what that girl going?" I ask as he laughs.

"She's a hot head that one, she still hung up on that ex of hers so she's being stubborn." He mutters.

"Well good luck brother." I mumble as he chuckles.

"You too kid, I'll call you later alright, Addison just walked in. Looks like she's here for some fun." He says as I hear a girl laugh.