50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard

Why do you make spaghetti?

I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, I get that, but Gerard doesn't know. I only wish he knew. I wish I could tell all of the things I've kept from him. I wish I had never done or thought half of them, but it's too late. I can't change the past all I can do is try to make amends. I'm scared. No actually I'm terrified of what's going to happen, but he has to know. He has the right to know. And let's just say I've had a change of heart. Something pretty drastic happened and I don't know why but I can't live like this anymore.

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"Hey baby." He walked inside. He loves me so much and he's never messed up, like ever. He always tells me everything and does everything right.

"Hey." I said quietly consumed in my thoughts. He walked over to me and sat on my lap. "Are you okay?" He asked with a concerned look spread across his face. "Y-yeah." I lied quickly.

He didn't seem convicted but he smiled. "Okay, well I'm making spaghetti tonight." He always makes spaghetti, and I hate it. At least once a week he makes spaghetti and I feed it to the dog and get a cheese burger after he goes to sleep. Well I guess now is a good time to start my confessions. I've been doing this for the 13 years we've been married every single time. "Gerard I have to confess something." I whispered.

"Okay?" He said clearly not understanding.

"Gerard I love you." For some reason he seemed ready to cry. "But I hate your spaghetti." I said gently. He looked surprised. "What? You always eat it."

I laughed nervously, "I've actually been giving it to Rover." I bit down on my lip ring waiting for his response. "Oh. I wish you would've told me." He whispered. I nodded, "I'm sorry." He nodded and walked to the kitchen leaving me alone to be consumed by my miserable thoughts. Well this should be easy he doesn't seem to be too angry, maybe he won't be.

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1. I hate your spaghetti

A/N sorry this one is so short and it sucks, but the others will be longer.