50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard

I don't pee to bed?!?

"Gerard?" I asked softly when he came into Alice's room. She had been asleep and I hoped she'd stay that way, so I really hoped he hadn't came to yell at me.

"Can we get this over with?" He asked.

"Yeah, but can we not-"

"Okay, it was actually a question!!" He boomed and his loud voice worker her up.

"Do this in here." I finished my sentence as she sobbed.

"Oh I'm sorry." She wailed and I lifted her up and cradled her in my arms. "Shh baby. Shhh. It's okay go back to sleep." I glared at him and he sighed.

"I didn't mean to wake her Frankie. I really didn't."

"Can you just go? I'll be out in a minute!" He walked out of the room and I finally got Alice to calm down. I laid her down in her bed. "Sleep honey." I whispered and left the room.

"Gerard-" I yelled in the hallway and he pushed me into our room and slammed me down on the bed. "Don't you dare yell at me! You don't get to yell at me!" He screamed. I nodded softly.

He sighed and kissed me softly. "I'm sorry." He whispered. He doesn't ever get mad, but he doesn't have any reason to be sorry.

"Don't be." I whispered. He laid next to me and I held him in my arms and he cried softly. "Frankie, you should've just told me before it got this bad. I would've forgiven you. Did you not trust me?"

"No, I'm sorry darling. I didn't."

"Why?" He whispered and I rubbed his side softly. "Baby I wasn't the same person you fell in love with. I was on drugs and I'd done a lot wrong." He nodded.

"Frankie I just want to be done with this! It's stressing me out and I just want to be done! Please?"

"Baby it's late just go to sleep." I wiped the tears from his eyes.

"No Frankie. Tell me one thing and I'll go to sleep. Just one please?" I nodded and thought of something.

"When you would fall asleep before me I'd pee on you." He looked disgusted.

"That's nasty! Why would you do that?"

"I hated that you were sleeping you looked peaceful and it angered me."

"Seriously?" I nodded. "You never woke up and I'd convince you that you peed to bed."

"I don't pee to bed?!?" He asked.

"No, I peed on you." He sighed in frustration.

"Now sleep you promised." I pleaded

"If you pee on me-"

"I will never do that again." I whispered. He nodded and fell asleep against me.

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1.I hate when you make spaghetti

2.I actually don't go to the gym

3.I love to smoke pot.

4.My mom isn't my mom.

5.Rover's not our dog.

6.We first started dating as a dare

7. I stole your ring

8. I almost died

9.Every Thursday night I go to clown college

10.I dream of being in a band

11.I stole two guitars from the music store

12.I don't work.

13.I steal our money

14.I pretend to be homeless

15.I am bipolar

16. I get in a lot of fights

17. I went to jail for two weeks

18.I hitch-hiked to Michigan

19. I cheated on you

20. I have a daughter

21. I see her twice a week

22.I tried to kill myself

23. I burned down our old house

24.I prostitutued once

25. We're not actually married.

26. I bought a car for 800,000 dollars and sold it for 300.

27. I used to slip weight loss medicine into your food.

28. There was a time I hated you.

29. I moved out of the country.

30. I asked my friend to kill you

31. I was kicked out of Paris.

32. I cut myself so I wouldn't hurt you.

33. I used to pee on you if you fell asleep first

A/N- So I said I was going to update like twice a week, but this is more than two chapters this week. Sorry, but I don't think I updated last week, so I'm going to update as many times as I finish a chapter this week. I'd like to be done writing it by New Years, but if not that's fine too.