"Yes Gerard I'm bipolar." I sighed.
"O-oh. Frankie do you take medicine?" I nodded. "How did I not know that?!?" I walked over and hugged him. He cried softly into my shoulder. "Gerard I'm sorry that I did this to you." I whispered. He nodded and kissed his jaw. I know he likes for his jaw to be kissed, because it gives him butterflies in his stomach.
"Frankie let's take a break-" No, I can't loose him, breaks end up in divorce, I'm not stupid I know that.
"NO!!" I yelled quickly. He smiled, "Listen. Let's take a break from these secrets. Let's go on a date."
I smiled at him, but then a thought occurred to me, one I probably should've kept to myself, "Gerard I don't know how you still love me. If you were the one who kept this many secrets, I couldn't forgive you."
"Yeah well I'm not you Frank." He said sounding aggrevated at my comment. "Frankie what's the worst thing you've done?" I know the answer, it burns in my memory. It's something I'll never forgive myself for and I'll never make excuses for. "You don't want to know yet."
"Yes I do. Tell me." But I refused to tell him yet. He doesn't need to know. Not yet.
"I won't tell you the worst, but I'll tell you some bad things." He gulped and nodded.
"Gerard I get in a lot of bar fights. People really make me mad." He nodded. "Is that why your hands are cut up sometimes and your bruised?"
I nodded at him. "Yes baby, that's why." He kissed my knuckles, "Why do they make you mad?"
"They talk about beating their wives or husbands and rape and I can't control myself." He nodded. "That's not bad Frankie."
"Yeah, but I went to jail for two weeks, because of it."
"O-oh. Well it was for something you believed in." He said. I love him so much. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him deeply. "You know you're perfect?" I said after pulling away.
"Yeah I know." He smiled.
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1.I hate when you make spaghetti
2.I actually don't go to the gym
3.I love to smoke pot.
4.My mom isn't my mom.
5.Rover's not our dog.
6.We first started dating as a dare
7. I stole your ring
8. I almost died
9.Every Thursday night I go to clown college
10.I dream of being in a band
11.I stole two guitars from the music store
12.I don't work.
13.I steal our money
14.I pretend to be homeless
15.I am bipolar
16. I get in a lot of fights
17. I went to jail for two weeks
A/N all I'm saying is next chapter is going to be exciting.
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50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard
FanfictionFrank had a life changing experience and he can't handle the way he loves anymore. The down side he has to admit everything he's done wrong to Gerard.
